LaChambers- Secrecy is Key

Part 9- So Chris..

Chris' POV:

I just decided to walk over to Gordie's house, it was probably quicker and safer than him coming here. Honestly I didn't even know how to talk to him, or what to say. It was like I was strangled of words.

The run to his house was quick but felt like hours, all that was running through my head was "oh my gosh". I didn't know how to act, would he initiate the conversation or me? Would it be weird? Who am I kidding I miss him so much that I would not even care about the silence.
I was starting to get close but I wasn't sure if I should go in through his window or front door. Like he wanted me to leave so were we friends to the point that I could just climb into his room still?

When I got there I just decided to go in his bedroom window, I tossed a rock first to let him know I was heading up.

"You up here Gordo?"

He was. He was sitting at the edge of his bed tapping his leg fast and fidgeting his hands with each other.

"Hey what's up?" I don't think he heard me say anything earlier as he was still facing away from me. I just wanted him to look at me, to say hey Chris, to not ignore me. Oh god I craved for Gordie's attention, just wanting a snippet of it. I slowly walked up around his bed and waved my hand in front of his dazed eyes.

"Earth to Gordie" I said jokingly.

He still looked lost, but like in a confused way. Then all of the sudden he was up and in front of me. First of all this shocked me, and it was like he finally acknowledged me! God I missed him.

"So Chris.." He was about to carry on but these words struck me it was as if he was gonna throw words that would knock me down. This voice was cold and almost emotionless.

"After this it's fine if you never want to see me again or like hang out or whatever but I needed to tell you this... cause your my best friend, you deserve to know." He rushed out quickly. I mean who even starts a sentence like this, gosh why would I not wanna be his friend?

"I didn't mean to be harsh or mean the other day when you were over, but, my feelings have changed, and I didn't know what to say to you. It's not our friends ship that has changed but I want more than what I think you want.." his eyes were starting to water slightly when he rasped out the last words "but shit Chris, I'm gay."

My eyes slowly softened and I was relieve, my stomach was doing happy swirls of joy, nervous happy butterflies. For sure I thought he didn't want to be friends with me anymore but, boy, was I wrong. I was so relieved to know that I might have a chance, like as more than friends.

"You don't have to say anything Chrissy I get it, we don't have to be best friends anymore if you don't want too. It's just when we were really close the other day I realized that I liked you as more than friends. Gosh who knows what would happen to me if people found out I was a homo, so I just thought I should leave you so that I change or something..." His words were almost as a rant now and he kept on spilling out so fast. He was so sad but at the same time thought that was the only solution.

"Oh Gordo" I was about to melt on the inside, I really did like him. I engulfed him in a bear hug, I could slowly see him relax into as he hugged me back. Finally we were back in each other's arms, and it was nice.

"So I guess we're both homos then" I chucked out trying to get us back to normal.

"I guess your right Christopher" he laughed back, it was such a warm and welcoming laugh, it made my insides melt with joy. I mean you don't realize how valuable something is until it gone.

"So when you said the model in the magazine was hot did you actually mean it?" He awkwardly question, he was probably honestly curious.

"I mean fuck yeah did ya see her tits?!"

"Oh god Chris you never will change will you, even if you're gay" he chuckled into the sweet air of his room.

"But honestly she would never be as hot as you" I let out under my breath. I'm assuming he heard me cause he looked like he just saw a ghost, he was shocked and blushing at the same time. His cute cheeks lit up a rosy pink, before quickly fading.

"Oh my, my, what a sight to see. My Gordo blushing! Sincerely a true charm" This time he lit up an even brighter deepening red before turning away.

Oh god I swear I'm falling for this boy, my best friend, my Gordie LaChance. I swear I was losing my mind from seeing him blush so much.

"Oh now I'm yours and hot... what an honour my dear Prince" he half heartedly chuckled out.
God what a geek, but I'm not complaining.

It was basically completely dark by the time we finished our jokes, too late for me to walk home. It was probably better to see if I could stay here anyways cause with my lucky my Pa would probably be at home, and hammered.

"Wanna stay the night Chrissy?".. "it's kind of dark it's not that safe to walk home alone." Wow he has called me Chrissy multiple times and I can't even, it's so cute. I had to shift my position on his bed to hid the fact that I was as hard as a rock right now. It probably would be really weird if he saw the tent in my pants. He was proped up at the end of the bed on his back, his arms bent to support him, his legs with one tucked up and the other propped leaving him open and vulnerable.

"Chris?" He said waving is hand around. He probably caught me looking him up and down a couple times, but I mean who could resist he was wide eagle and fucking hot. I kid you not, sincerely, if it were up to me I would fuck him right now. He was that hot.

"Oh- oh yeah sorry I guess it's smart to stay the night here. And I mean a night with you, without seeing you in forever! I couldn't pass that up." I blushed and looked him up and down again before moving to a more comfortable position.

By the time we actually decided it was time for bed we had already talked for close to 3 hours. His parents of course weren't in town so it's not like we had a strict bed time.

"Where should I sleep?" Sincerely I had no clue, of course I would have loved to sleep in the bed with him but that might be weird. I mean he likes me and I like him.

"Where ever is fine" I took that as a 'maybe you should just sleep on the floor'. I ended up grabbing a navy blue and white zig-zag blanket off Gordo's bed before making myself comfy on the floor between his bed and the wall.

I was just about to doze off then a hear a little shuffling and see a figure move towards me, of course it was Gordie. He was basically unconscious but he curled up against my body, with me as a big spoon against his small spoon body. He looked so cute considering he left the warmth and comfort of his bed, while he was almost completely asleep, to join me on the floor and cuddle. All that was running through my head as I fell asleep was, "wow am I lucky."

Sorry I haven't updated in like 2 weeks! Between gymnastics, cadets, and high school I am so busy! I will try and update every week but I'll see how that goes! I hope you liked this and feel free to comment! Have a fantastic week! :)