Friends Or Enemies (A Drarry Fanfic)

first day of classes

Just so you know the time line in this is all FUCKED so yeah dont expect this have very ,many actual parts from the books cause i dont know how i am even gonna try to rewrite the sorcerers stone

Draco POV
OK THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE BOOK BUT THE SONG WAVING THROUGH A WINDOW FROM DEAR EVAN HANSON JUST CAME ON AND THIS CHAPTER IS ABOUT DRACO FEELING IGNORED AND DEPPRESSED O MY FuCkInG GOD
Ok now for the story.

Our first class was transfiguration with proffesser McGonagal. She didnt really care what we did as long as we aren't disturbing anyone else. So first thing Harry does is pull earbuds out the pocket of his slacks and plug them into his mobile phone and from then on he goes through class with one earbud in. At one point McGonogall goes into the hallway to speak with another teacher and he turns in his seat to face me becuse we sat next to each other. He says " Draco you're gay right? Caise i heard you talking to your dad in the shop and i just wanted to know if you were being serious or not". Im almost certain I blushed. "Y-yeah I'm gay why?" His face lit up for a second but he quickly covered it with a mask of a neutral expression. "Oh, no reason, just wondering. He offers me the other earbud and i put it in, expecting to hear some awful witch band, but instead its actually some pretty good muggle music. Its an original by some one that goes by the stage name Im not o-fucking-kay

This darkness is taking over
I cant wait till it swallows me whole
Because no on understands
Its not just a phase mom
Theres actually something wrong
Why dont you notice the scars on my hands
The marks on my legs
Wonder why im quiet
Hmmm i dont KNOW
MAYBE ITS BECAUSE NO ON LISTENS IN THE FIRST FUCKING PLACE
Save me,keep my head above the waters, make sure i dont die, take the finger off the trigger, pry my cold dead fingers off the knife, hide the pills back under the sink where you thought i would never find them, burn the noose,........... but wait you forgot ONE THING
YOU FORGOT TO SAY ONE THING
YOU FORGOT TO EVEN MENTION MY NAME
YOU DIDNT TAKE THE TASER UNDER MY PILLOW
I PUT IT TO MY NECK
RIGHT ON THE PULSE
AND TAPE THE BUTTON DOWN AND I
FLLLIIIPPP TTTHHHEEEE SSWWWWITTTCCCHH
silence but the crackling of the taser
You run in screaming my name
The last thing i say
Is
Im not alright let me die
Then the world goes black
Nothing seems to be real
There are no streets of gold
No cherub and no spirits
No god to say he loved me
No
All i see is FIRE FIRE FIRE
So this is hell
Its better than i thought why not spend eternity here
Im used to pain
And i remeber the blackness
My eyes closing in victory
Goodnight, farewell
Im done
(This song was actually written by me)
The song ends with a soft drum beat. And then silence. I look over at Harry paitently waiting for the next song to play. "That was deppressing". I say, looking over at him. But he just nods and shrugs. Class ends so i pull out the earbud, and rush to lunch. Nothing quite as interesting happened the rest of the day.