Changes(complete)

Part 3 & Part 4

Can(Jan) and I have been dating for the past eight months and we had our serious fights working through dragging issues. Yet even through all our yelling like we've been doing for the past week I know deep down we have to work through all this shit to get it all out of the way so our relationship can be stronger. Can(Jan), even confessed it the other night after one of our other fights about some of our very annoying quirks. I was laying in the dark crying silently when I heard my bungalow front door open and Can came storming into my room. He pulled me out of bed and hugged me to him as he is also clearly crying.

'I am so sorry for fighting like this with you. Can you forgive me, baby.' Can(Jan) cried looking at me.

'Of course, I forgive you. Can you forgive me for all the things I yelled at you.' I cried looking up at him.

'Of course, I do. I love you so fucking much it's driving me insane.'

'Even when we fight like two predators circling each other?' I asked him and I feel so tired of fighting all in one moment.

'Yes even in the midst of our fights, baby girl. Will you marry me?' He asked and fell on both his knees holding me around my waist in the dark of my room.

'Are you absolutely sure you want to marry this witch.' I asked him pointing at myself.

'You have never been a witch love. I have clearly been the dick here.'

'I have met a good number of dicks in my life Mr. Yaman and you are not even close to being one of them ever.' I looked down on him where he still stood on his knees in front of me.

'Will you marry me Nadine van der Merwe warts and all.'

'Yes, I will marry you Can Divit Yaman and will you marry me flaws and all.' I asked him.

'A million times yes I will marry you, Nadine.' I bend down and kissed him as my new tears ran down my face. He got back to his feet and carried me the short distance to my bed where we made love for the first time and our connection was really something special. We made love fall asleep then wake up doing it again and fall asleep again.

By first light Can chase me out of bed and we got dressed in a hurry and off we go. He said to pack a bag for four days. So I did in a hurry and off we raced. He drove us out to Cappadocia and we met up with our balloon pilot and a minister. Good thing I am wearing a white jumpsuit. We go a little higher than usual in our balloon ride as we got married in the air as the new day dawns. The moment the sun broke free of the mountain tops we said I do and we are officially married. Can tip me a little and kissed me as the minister's wife broke out the champaign and we all had a glass to celebrate or newly formed union.

Our pilot finally set us all back down on the ground and we drove further inland. By midday, we booked in at an inn and got settled in our room as we lock ourselves in and made our marriage official. For three days we just lay around our room and enjoyed our very intimate moments together. Tuesday morning we drive back to Istanbul and got back to work. Can(Jan) helped me to move all my things from my bungalow to the main house. It took us six days to move my things in completely.

The following Thursday evening we had Can's and Demet's show premiere. I got all dolled up with Deniz and Janine. We all walked down the red carpet together. Can hold me close to him all night. Demet gave us a couple of double looks while we were on the red carpet. We all made our way inside the theater when Demet stormed me and started yelling and started scratching me. I only blocked all her attacks on me and didn't say a word back at her. In all fairness, I don't owe her any explanation since Can chased her off his property for sleeping around while engaged to him. Can(Jan) turned around and saw Demet's attack on me. By the time he jumped in the middle of this physical fight I was already badly scratched and my four hundred dollars Versace dress is all torn to pieces. I am actually bleeding. Janine and Deniz stepped back out of the hall once this commotion started.