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—✎ January 1ˢᵗ, 2019.
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Huang Renjun, my warm and bright Sun.
I was completely wrecked.
The news shocked me to the core, and I
couldn't believe in them. I was sure that
they were false until I would've seen
everything with my own eyes.
And, to my disbelief, everything was true.
I can't believe that this happened, I will
never forgive myself.
Was it my fault? Has it happened because
of me? Did I make everything worse?
Many questions flashed in my head,
without any concrete answer to them;
guilt began to built at the base of my
stomach, as tears continued to fall bitterly
on my cold face, sobbing in despair.
Renjun, you passed away.
You left this cruel World that choked you
to the point to only have this option to
feel better with yourself.
You left this disgusting place that made
you only shed hurtful tears and painful
thoughts.
You always told me to be strong no matter
what situation I was going through, but,
right now, I just can't.
You were the Sun of my warm Planet, that
now has become cold, lost, and lifeless.
Huang Renjun, I'll be sure
to bring a bunch daisies with me,
when we'll meet again.
You'll love them so much.
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thankful ➠ markren
Fanfiction❝i wish I had the chance to tell you how thankful I was to have you by my side for the last time, before my sight faded to black and my face was of a dull white tint.❞ ➠ dedicated to my huang renjun. I hope that my message will reach you.
