chapter 9

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I woke up on the ground of my bedroom. Was it all a dream. If so that was a weird dream. Why does my mind think of stuff like that its so weird. I looked at the alarm clock and school started in 15 minutes. 

I got up and got on a short sleeved shirt then put on a hoodie on over it then put on genes and socks. I put my hair up in a high ponytail and then put on glasses. I hate my hair so much its so annoying and its really hard to do stuff with it.
I couldn't help but wonder what Lucas was wearing or if he was even going to go to school today. I see him come and go then show up again. I have never skipped school ever in my life I cant fail school or I will get in so much trouble.

I went down my stairs and got pop tarts. I shouldn't have to go to school all that I do it get bullied. Everything always goes wrong in school and I cant get away from it. The only one who I think cares is Lucas.
After I ate I went back up my stairs and brushed my teeth. I tried not to think about Lucas but its hard no guy has ever showed me that much attention and i've never even asked for any attention ever in my life. I have always been the nerd that sits in the back of the class and has no friends and watches the popular kid laugh and have fun with their friends. Its just not fare to me that they have friend because their pretty and rich. I have one good friend and she is not like me she is no a nerd and not a popular shes a good person with a good personality. Then of coarse I have Lucas who may or may not really like me its hard to tell in my life who really cares or who's just using and playing me. Ive been played a lot in my life so its not like it would make a difference in my life.

I grabbed my headphones and my phone and went outside to my bus stop and put them in my ears. I don't try to make friends and for the most part people don't want to be my friends. The worse part of the day is lunch because I sit alone. Well not alone I sit with Glamor. Shes the one friend that I have and now I sit with Lucas so I cant really say that I sit alone.
I walked into the school and immediately felt like running out right away. Watching a bunch of sweating teenagers push past each other in the hallways is not how I would like to spend my week.

I went to my locker that's in between to people who like to reach across and hit each other playfully and its really annoying to be honest.
I opened my locker and grabbed my books and closed it. I try not to spend much time in my locker because I just want to get to my seat and sit down for 45 minutes.

I walked down the hallway and ran into Lucas.

"Hey Nadia." He said to me
"Hey, whats up." I said back to him as we both walked to my first period class.
"Nothing much just getting ready to go to class and get a good nap." He said showing me his bag which had a big pillow.

"Sounds fun." I said sarcastically
"I know. Well ill see you later OK." He said bending down and kissing my forehead.

I could feel my face turn red and I knew that he saw it so it make my face be even more red and ugh I hate my face.

"Umm OK see you later." I said smiling at him. I felt as if everyone was looking at me and judging me and I don't like that feeling at all it makes me feel weird and like the center of attention. I hate being the center of attention.

Anyway on my way to boring old first period class.

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⏰ Last updated: Nov 04, 2014 ⏰

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