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I really haven't been right lately. I ain't talked to gang since we went to see pay pay that day.
Man I had seen Shanay talking to some nigga and man I fucking hit her. She actkng like it ain't happen goimg on bout her days. Shit she still fucking with me. I just can't get the shit out my head, I'm acting just like my fucking daddy. It hurt my damn heart to see my baby scared of me like that. I dont know what took over me. I said sorry, took her out shopping , got her nails done, pampered her and all. But I still feel deeo down inside like she scared of me, I don't know how to fix it.
Flashy Backyy
"Man what the fuck you was talking to that nigga for Shi Shi"
"I was just being friendly Isaiah, we went to 5 grade and shit with each other"
"Yea you was being friendly to damn friendly"
"Your doing to damn much I'm finna go so you can calm yo weird ass down"
"Bitch!" I blacked out and yelled as I pulled her hair and yanked her down to the floor
"ISAIAH! " she screamed in pain
"You gon learn to stop being friendly to all these motherfucking niggas you look like a fucking hoe! "I yelled at her as I punched in her face
"Isai-ah Im-Im -I'm sorry" she whimpered making me snap out of it
"Baby I'm I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you like that I'm so sorry baby foreal"
She was just crawling away from me holding her face while crying .I don't nlknow what the fuck I was thinking hitting on her like that.
And then It was the Endyy
Man I gotta make it up to her.
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Man I feel stupid. I let this nigga Isaiah hit me, and I'm still with his ass. It was my fault though, I shouldn't have been friendly with that nigga. I know Isaiah just got family issues he ain't mean it. I wanna talk to my girls but I know they gon do to much. He keep on tryna spoil me about it and I just wanna move on. I'm tryna go on with our lives, that was the only time he did it and he said he won't do it again so I'm cool. I not gon lie and say I'm not a bit scared of him but I still love his ass. Am I really stupid, should I leave him. Man I cannot leave ,he said everybody who told him they loved him left him. I'm not tryna break my nigga heart. We been through everything one little hut ain't finna break us apart. I'm gonna get over it ,is in the past now we going on with our lives.
I'm sorry it's been so long lifes kicking me remember chapters will get longer after hoi guys learn about all the characters. This ks kinda like a get to know me after that the real story begins😘
