Who are you really?

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I was in the car with Nathan and my hand was in his. That Moment just felt right it felt like all the

pain and suffering was taken away and replaced with happiness. I looked at him and said " Rap

for me" he looked surprised and said Really?" i just nodded and he cleared his throat. I recognized

it instantly " I sit back with this pack of Zig Zags and this bag Of this weed it gives me the shit

needed to beThe most meanest MC on this - on this Earth and since birth I've been cursed with

this curse to just curse And just blurt this berserk and bizarre shit that works And it sells and it

helps in itself to relieve All this tension dispensin these sentences Gettin this stress that's been

eatin me recently off of this chest And I rest again peacefully...." he kept going and he was really

Good. We ended up going to an ice cream shop and I smiled. We went inside and we sat down in

the corner. He stood up and said "what do you want imma go order" I said "moose tracks" he

smiled and said "thats what im getting" he walked away and i could not stop staring at him he was

wearing a tight grey tee shirt and some dark sagging jeans. He had the body of an athlete. I

thought to myself im falling for him! You can't deny it! I couldent believe it. I am I'm falling for

him He came back with the ice cream. He sat down and he looked me in the eyes and said "Ari I

really like you. I mean not like a Little middle school crush I mean I have never felt like this with

any other girl and I guess what I'm asking is for you to be my girlfriend. I know that this is really

sudden bu- I cut him off and said "yes I will be your girlfriend" he smiled and he leaned forward

and he was asking if he could kiss me with eyes I nodded and I felt the warm pressure of his lips

on mine. He pulled back and gave me a smile that went from ear to ear. I chuckled and ate my ice

cream. After we were all done we headed to the car. We both got into the car and I asked

him "where are you taking me" he stopped and said "your house" my eyes grew as

big as saucers and I said "NO no no I mean we can't go there my parents are busy" He narrowed

his eyes at me and said "where here" I looked at him in horror and Saw my dad outside looking

right at me. He got up and started walking tword the car. I looked at Nathan and said "I will be

right back. Keep the car running and don't lock the doors" I got out and saw my drunk father

stumbling toward me. I looked up at him and said "What do you want" He slapped me across the

face and said "Don't talk to your father like that you damn slut!" My cheek was stinging and I said

"Your such a dickhead! I dont even want you as a father anymore! Now I know why Ronnie did

what he did! Because he was sick of you and mom being fucking assholes!" I saw the rage flash in

his eyes and He punched me in the stomach and i dropped to the ground he kicked me with full

force and right when he was about to kick me again something or should I say someone knocked

him down. Nathan was on top of my dad punching him in the face. I tried to stand up but I felt