It all made fucking sense now. The obvious pull they both felt towards eachother... The way being close to Louis always calmed Harry and the way Louis felt safe and secure with Harry...
It was all overwhelming... But still... Made sense...
Harry: (just sits beside the grave; drenched; deep in thought; he can still remember every single detail of that gruesome day... The day his parents were slaughtered in cold blood right in front of his juvenile eyes. The incident still haunts him to this day... He squeezes his eyes shut as the image of his mum's lifeless body appears before his eyes and he can feel his eyes sting; It happened so fast, one moment they were all laughing and eating pancakes and all of a sudden some strangers entered the house and killed his parents mercilessly... Certainly something a ten year old boy, fragile and innocent at heart should never witness. How cruel could life be... How barbaric... To live with those horrid memories, haunting you every hour of the day... To have your happy childhood stolen from you and to have to bear those pillars of guilt on your wounded shoulders till you die... And the one thing Harry was sure about was that he would give anything, just anything to change the past...
That's what he thought until now... Because now, someone else comes into the picture... And he's not sure about anything anymore. There are so many what if's that Harry could think of but every single one has it's own demons.
He spent all those years thinking and thinking, what he could've done to stop his parents death... He spent years torturing himself for not making the right move... Because if he had, his parents might be still alive... and knowing he could've, is what killed him the most... But now he know... If he did do something different, his parents might've been still alive but then there would've been no Louis... Maybe Harry would never know him... It'll be like he never existed to Harry... But still... Harry can't imagine a world without those sparkling blue eyes and crinkled soft smile... So does this make his parents death necessary? Was it worth it?
Well... No... He doesn't know... Who could answer that?
He finally realises that, he can sit there for years thinking of 'what if's' but in reality... Nothing's going to change. This is what he has. It is what it is.
He lost his parents. Yes. But he still has Peter. His loving uncle who has plegded his life for him. He has Zayn, Niall and Liam, his wonderful friends, who would give their life for him. And he has Louis... his Louis. A small smile makes it's way to his lips as he thinks of the beautiful boy. He can't believe how many times he has hurt him... He needs to make it all right. He gets up from his spot; looks at the grave one last time; starts running back).
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Harry: (rushes inside the hospital; his clothes are still wet).
Zayn: (spots him) Haz! (Liam and Niall have already told him the matter; eyes Harry's face carefully).
Harry: (sighs) Peter told you?
Zayn: (looks down; nods).
Harry: (places his hands on his shoulders; assuring) I'm okay now...
Zayn: (glad; cautious) Louis woke up... Like five hours ago...
Harry: Oh...
Zayn: (smiles) It's okay go see him now... I think Lottie's there...
Harry: (nods unsure) O-okay... (Checks the time) Zee, you've been here for hours!
Zayn: (shrugs) It's nothing.
Harry: (shakes his head) Are you kidding me? Go home. I'll stay the night...
Zayn: (thinks) Alright. Oh and remember we have school tomorrow.
Harry: (smiles) Okay okay... I'll be there... Bye Zee.
Zayn: (waves) Bye Haz...
Harry: (takes a deep breath; walks to the room Louis is in; spots Lottie sitting outside).
Lottie: (sees Harry approaching; stands up) Hey...
Harry: Hey... Is he...
Lottie: (Crosses her arms) Where did you go? He woke up six hours ago.
Harry: (regretful) I'm sorry Lottie...
Lottie: (sighs) Tell that to him... He was really angry when he heard you left... (Gives him a look) Again. (Harry lets out a sad sigh). They gave him some meds. So he's asleep now. (Eyes Harry's disappointed face; small smile) But you can sneak in though...
Harry: Really? (Lottie nods) T-thank you... (Unsure; walks to the door; turns around) Lottie?
Lottie: (tired; raises an eyebrow) Hmm?
Harry: (determined) I'm gonna make up for everything I've done to your brother. You don't have to be scared of his well- being ever again... I promise (opens the door and disappears).
Lottie: (stands there bewildered; smiles) I really hope you keep that promise Harry...
Harry: (walks towards the bed; sits beside Louis; eyeing his sleeping figure; softly) Hey... (Eyes fall on the plaster on his forehead; sighs) I'm sorry Lou... (Emotional) I'm sorry for everything... (Gently holds his hand and intertwines their fingers) I'll never let you down ever again... (Presses his lips on Louis' knuckles for a minute and just holds it there) Promise... I'm so sorry...
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At school:
Harry: (restless; checks the time; lets out a loud sigh).
Mike: (raises an eyebrow) What's up with you?
Luke: (nudges him to shut up; whispers) Lou's getting discharged today babe... That's why.
Mike: (dramatically) Oooooooo.
Harry: (glares at him).
Zayn: (chuckles) Calm down Haz...
Liam: (smiling) Haz, just because you check the time every five seconds doesn't mean it's gonna go any time faster...
Zayn: (laughs loudly).
Liam: (fonds).
Niall: (clears his throat loudly).
Zayn looks away smiling while Liam blushes.
Harry: (rolls his eyes playfully) Stop being all lovey dovey...
Niall: (teasing) Really Ziam? Right in front of Harry's salad?
Zayn and Liam cough awkwardly.
Luke: Aww look guys! He's jealous! How cute (pinches Harry's cheek).
Harry: (slaps his arm away) Don't ever do that again.
Luke: (rolls his eyes) Come on! (Giggles) I bet you wish he was smooching you right now.
Niall: (shrugs) Or he wishes they were banging right now.
Liam: (shocked) Niall!
Harry: (is turning red) Shut up guys.
Niall: (grins widely) Louis and Harry sitting in a tree...
Everyone: K-I-S-S-I-N-G!
Harry: (blushes a deep red; muffled) Fuck off!
Liam: (enthusiastic) Then comes marriage...
Zayn: (laughs) Then a baby in a carriage!
Harry: (can't control his smile) Okay... I think he might've reached home. (Quickly) Bye guys! (Runs off)...
Liam: Harry wait up! (Laughs).
Niall: (laughs) Did you see him blushing like a tomato!?
Zayn: (smiling; content) He's happy...
Liam: (smiles) Yeah... Alright come on let's catch up with him.
Niall: (laughs) With that speed and energy, even I may not be able to catch him!
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Harry: (arrives at Mr.Moore's house; anxious; rings the bell).
Mark: (opens the door; surprised) Harry? (Smiles) Come in...
Harry: (gives a small smile; walks in; hands sweating from anxiety; looks around).
Lottie: (comes out of Louis room; laughing) Yeah right asshole. (Sees Harry; gets serious) Oh hey...
Harry: Hey... (Bites his lip) Is he inside?
Lottie: (nods) Yeah...
Harry: (all nervousness gone; excited; he can't wait to talk to Louis; smiles about to walk in).
Lottie: Wait! (holds him back; silent) He's still mad at you...
Harry: (all his confidence is gone at once but the desire to see Louis burns bright) It's okay I-
Lottie: (shakes her head) No you don't understand. He's really, really mad-
Louis: What are you doing here?
Lottie: (startled at the sudden noise).
Harry: (looks at Louis who has his arms crossed; has a bandaid on his forehead, looks tired and yet looks so good, well atleast to Harry; smiles; longingly) Lou...
Louis: (emotionless) Get out.
Harry: (is taken aback; he knew Louis would still be angry and all but it doesn't hurt any less).
Lottie: (feels sympathetic) Lou-
Louis: Stay out of this Lottie.
Harry: (upset) Lou... I know you're angry-
Louis: Good. Now get out.
Harry: (hurt; emotional) Please... I'm so-
Louis: (shouts) No! Don't you dare say you're fucking sorry!
Harry: (caught off guard; blinks flabbergasted; tears already starting to form in his eyes).
Mark: (decides to take Daisy, Phoebe and Fizzy upstairs).
Louis: What do you want Harry!? Huh? I'm fucking tired of everything! (Voice cracking) I can't do this anymore!
Harry: (whimpers) Lou-
Louis: (shakes his head) I told you I fucking hate you!Please just do me a favour and get lost! (Slams his room door; breaks down; covers his mouth so that no one hears him choking).
Lottie: (knocking the door; scared) Lou!
Harry: (also in tears; walks out; sees Zayn, Liam and Niall at the door looking at him sympathetically).
Zayn: (spreads his arms).
Harry: (crashes into him; Liam and Niall also join the hug; whimpers) W-what do I d-do n-now?
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