the life that I am now living is not the life that I feel,
now all the feelings seem gone,
the happiness that I have built is now destroyed,
making life feel bland and increasingly adding,
making new goals that I have never said,
goals that I have achieved without emotion and effort,
now they have all been being a new me,
eliminating the smile and the inherent sense of heart,
without being aware that I had been trapped for so long,
this was so tragic,
I wanted to ask,
but couldn't because everything was gone,
I tried myself but I kept falling,
until now I gave up to get up,
I which is now a container without emotion,
an increasingly insipid taste,
saying please can't either,
because I'm trapped in this opaque world,
is there anyone who is always waiting,
is there anyone who cares about these feelings,
is there anyone who can make this taste changed,
is that possible,
I'm just a fake who kept lying that I was happy,
lying that I had that feeling,
now I think I've just died When this taste comes up.
