Never break us apart

3 - Moments

I tossed and turned all night and tried to push Taron out of my mind. The more I tried, the more memories came back.

The next day Anne texted, saying Mr. Miller had booked me for that exact day. I was completely beside myself and nearly run over Tim. He looked up at me a bit confused and I couldn't blame him. I didn't know what had happened to me either. Or rather who.

I decided to take a stroll through the park and it was a nice summer day. I sat down on a bench by the pond, feeding the ducks and tried to come up with a plan how to act around Taron.

Had it been a good idea to ask him to contact me? Probably not. But I just couldn't help myself. I just wanted to see him again.

"It is sex only" I reminded myself. Maybe that should just be my life quote.

I walked home and took my sweet time getting ready, putting on my black lace underwear and a black dress. I shivered at the thought of him undressing me.

I arrived at Hotel Adlon on time and got the room key, just like last time. I took the elevator up to the 17th floor, the anticipation of meeting Taron again buzzing in my veins.

I knocked on the door and took a last deep breath before I opened the door. Taron was sitting on the couch looking at the Brandenburger Tor. I was as surprised about the view as he was about seeing me, apparently.

"I didn't think you would come" he got up from the couch and turned around, facing me.

"I wasn't sure" I said even though I knew I wouldn't miss seeing him for the world. He looked good in his blue jeans and green shirt that brought out his eyes.

"I'm glad you did" he smiled.

"Me too" I grinned "We need to discuss our relationship though"

He frowned "Sure" he sounded insecure. "Please, have a seat"

"I don't know what you are expecting from me" I said as I got out of my coat and sat down in one of the lounge chairs.

Taron sat down on the couch again and sighed "I feel like we have some kind of connection. And I didn't expect that" he looked at me questioningly.

What should I say to that? "Well that normally doesn't happen, believe me" I laughed as I looked at him and blushed. Had I just admitted I felt it too?

"That's where I normally don't see the customer anymore" I continued.

He raised his eyebrow "Why did you make an exception for me then?"

"I just can't seem to shake whatever we have" I admitted. I looked out of the window, admiring the view, before looking back at him. "But we would have to do this privately. The agency would not allow this, so you wouldn't have to pay me. It would be between us only" I glanced up at him.

His stare was intense. "Are you sure? Because I am up for this if you are"

"I am" I took a deep breath as my eyes met his again. I got up from the lounge chair and sat down on the couch next to him.

He cupped my face with one hand and I closed my eyes. He had the ability to make me feel so alive.

"What about kissing?" he whispered and I opened my eyes to find his beautiful green eyes look tenderly into mine.

"No kissing on the mouth" I breathed out. The effect he had on me and we weren't even naked yet. I couldn't let him kiss me.

He dropped his mouth and trailed kisses along my jaw and down my throat. I moaned and my fingers found their way into his hair. I loved it when it was messy.