I don't want it to be a one time thing (jatthew or jay x Matthew)

Dont tell anyone

         Jay looked at Andrew still not uncurling from the ball that he's curled up into.

         Jay didn't know what he looked like but it must've been pretty bad, seeing how Andrews expression went from nervous to shocked. It was fair though. Normally he doesn't cry like this with the chance of other people finding him to protect the little amount of masculinity he had.

         "Wh-what happened to you? Did someone punch you or m-make fun of you?" Andrew said after a minute.

          "N-no..it was just..."  jay said looking down not knowing how to continue his sentence without outing himself.. maybe it was
time for someone to know though. And since Andrew thought he was gay at one point and thought he liked nick maybe he'd understand? But then the dilemma of what if he tells someone and it gets around.

          That's the last thing he needed right now. He just learned this about himself and he wasn't ready for everyone in the school ,and god he better hope his family doesn't, to learn about this as well. But this needed to be said, and besides coach Steve,Andrew was the safest person to tell this too. Maybe not about the part that he likes Matthew, but now that he knew he was bisexual himself he needed to tell someone to lift a weight off of his chest.

          Jay then took a deep breath as he looked Andrew in the eye.  "Andrew can you keep a secret? Like don't tell a soul? Not even the ones in nicks attic or like anyone ever?" He said to make sure Andrew doesn't tell anybody dead or  alive cause god knows  they can keep a secret.

           "Of course I cant if it's this important." Andrew said as he adjusted the way he sat to look at jay with a comforting look in his eyes.

           "Well the thing is..I think I'm bisexual..." then what came after that was silence. Pure and utter silence, so much so that it was killing him by the second.

"Wait actually? You're like the straightest person I know. What happened?"

"W-well I kinda...really like this one guy I know. And I have for so long now and I just realized it today." He blushed a bit as he said this. "Sorry if I'm being awkward about this and stuff but you're like the second person I've told."

"It's ok it's just..wow. Congrats by the way for finding out I'll keep your secret with me. But um if you don't mind me asking.. why are you crying?"

Ah right, the whole reason why they were taking, jay almost forgot about his mini panic attack earlier. "Oh um..I tried to talk to the guy.. cause well I wanted to confess to him..but h-he ignored me and god I think he hates me. Andrew what do I do?" He was ready to start crying again.

            "Am I able to know who the person is? It might help if I know who the guy is?" Jay quickly shook his head at that. "Did he directly tell you that he does like you?" Jay then again shook his head and Andrew sighed "Well..um. God, I'm sorry I don't have a lot of experience with this kind of stuff. U-umm maybe gifts? Small things to put in his locker?"

           "G-gifts?" Gifts would be cute but what if he gives Matthew the wrong things and he hated them. But if he sent them anonymously then maybe Matthew would like them? Yeah that sounds good.

           But with what money? Jay had pretty much no money and he couldn't ask his parents for money because they would ask him what it's for. And he's a horrible liar.

"I don't have any-"

"You can make them"

Ok now that's smart. Jay smiled at that and didn't say any more already knowing what Andrew meant. "Thanks Andrew I owe you big time.. you promise not to tell anyone about this right? I'm not ready to be out yet."

"Sure thing. I mean I haven't told anyone that I'm pan so I guess if you don't tell I won't"

"Pan?"

"I like all genders."

"Ahh"

Jay looked a little shocked. He thought that he was the only one who liked both boys and girls. But it was nice knowing that he wasn't alone. It was nice though, he had someone he could trust to help him through this that wasn't coach Steve.

          "Thank you so much Andrew I don't know what I would've done if you weren't here" he said as he hesitated before going over and hugging him. He honestly didn't know what he would've done, but he knows it wouldn't have been good. He's glad he calmed down now and can finally breathe normally.

          "No problem it's what friends are for." Jay smiled as Andrew said that and nodded.

          "I'll make sure I repay you for this soon dude" Andrew nodded

          "Ok then let's get out of the literal closet." As Andrew said that they laughed a bit at how awkward that sounded and walked out of the closet with Andrew and said their goodbyes as jay just skipped the rest of the school day and walked out with a smile feeling a lot better. But still shitty that Matthew rejected him but now he hade ideas on how to 'woo' him.

         He decided that anonymous letters to Matthew and also small gifts like flowers or chocolates in or on Matthews locker. He was excited to get this plan started and he rushed home and snuck into his room and decided to camp there for the rest of the day knowing that no one would go into his room unless they were forced to. Seeing how his pillows are gone they wouldn't need to.

        Well he better start getting to work then if he wants all of this done by tomorrow morning. He sighed and got out some paper and a pencil and started to write.

   
Well I hope you liked the chapter! Be sure to catch the next update whenever it may be! So goodbye for now!