As he drops to his knees and hugs my waist I push him away. I'm not good with emotions as bad as I feel for him I can't let him know I care. I turn and face the door "Can we wrap this up I have to get home". I was facing the door because I couldn't look at him and be this rude. The room is terribly silent. I slowly turn to face him he has his head down his hands on the back of his head I see tear stains on his jeans. I slowly walk over to embrace him, but somethings telling me not to. I force myself anyway I grab his face pull him up and then our first kiss happens. Then it happened...
I felt it...
It scared me
I ran again this time he couldn't find me I couldn't even find myself.!
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RomanceJames is a singer,songwriter chemistry nerd who happens to be a hopeless romantic. James encounters several obstacles with being gay and dating, such as guys just wanting to have sex with him not wanting him, but he finds a true lover that appreciat...
