Vampire Hunter AU (Dean x Vampire reader)

Chapter 31

When they left Y/n was left alone and she was pacing around the room hesitating to go down there. She didn't wish for him to starve no matter how much he hated her.

Her heart once again started to beat wildly and she started to feel anxious. Just by thinking of going down to the basement made her feel that way.

Her mind then thought of Joshua and what happened to him. She haven't seen him and he was suppose to give Dean the letter. What if he died and didn't have the chance? She was starting to grow worry because without it Dean will never know what really happen.

She knew if she tried to explain herself it will be no use. He will probably start threatening her or ignore her. She then walks to the fridge and opens it taking out a blood bag. She then closed it shut and forced her legs to go down to the basement. She opens the wooden door and enters seeing it was dark. She flicks the light switch lighting up the whole basement.

She walks down stairs and finally reached the bottom and noticed the basement was made to look like a dungeon. She wouldn't be surprised if this was Kathleen's idea. She would probably have someone capture here and start playing with them sadistically. She can already picture her laughing insanely.

In the end of the basement there was Dean whose wrist and feet where shackled. It was long enough for him to stand up and walk to the bucket that was besides him to do his business.

As of right now he had his head down and his back was against the wall. He seem calm which was scarier. He seem to be playing with his fingers. "Dean." she hesitated to say but still manage to call out his name.

His hands froze and she too as well holding her breath. He slowly looks up at her with a cold look and his green ones that once held love and awe for her now held numb and hatred. Her heart broke at the sigh of him knowing she was the cause of this. He was grieving silently and had to put up a mask so no one can see.

He didn't say anything and just stared at her waiting for her to say something. She finally moves taking closer steps towards him and stops as close as she can but far enough so he wouldn't grab her. "I got you this." she looks down at the blood bag and tosses it at him. It landed in front of him and he didn't move to get it.

He slides the blood bag towards her using his feet not breaking eye contact. She frowns wondering why he did that. She bends down and gets it and looks up at him. "You need to drink it." she says. She tosses it to his lap.

He looks down at it and grabs it and her heart leap but then it went away when he tosses it at her shoes. "You don't want it?" she asks and picks it up again. "I'm pretty sure that you do."

He then raised his hand to her wanting for her to personally give it to him. She didn't like that and dread fill her stomach. "Ah no... That's not gonna happen." she smiles nervously. He didn't say or move his hands demanding for her to give it to him.

She sigh and took a moment to collect herself. She grabs the edge of the blood bag and slowly gives it to him not moving from her spot. She was terrified that he will lunge at her and pull her to him. She tried not to think much of it and tried to not let her anxiety and fear get the best of her.

The blood bag was finally on his hands which he takes it and she was relieved and within seconds he yanks the bag all of a sudden causing her to stumble towards him. Yelping she tried to quickly regain her balance but he was to fast and grabs hold of her wrist. He then pulls her towards him and she literally fell on top of him.

He then flips her so that she can be on the floor and him on top of her. Panicking she tried her best to get away from him but he was unbelievably strong. He manage to pin her hands down and looks at her with a menacing look. "Dean let me explain." she squeaks.

He lips pull back to a snarl, "there is nothing to explain sweetheart. What's done its done. And I don't care about your damn freaking explanation. I had enough and this time. I won't trust you never again. Ever." he then all of a sudden used both hands to wrap it around her neck as he squeeze hard chocking her.

She tried to hit his arm but he wouldn't let go. She then sank her nails into his skin making him bleed hoping that will let her go but he didn't. His expression held hatred and anger. She then started to see dark spots on her vision signaling she was about to pass out. She started to feel week and even her hits where weaker.

He then stops and she let out a gasp and was trying to catch her breath. To her surprised he looks down and puts his head on the crook of her neck. "Why do people leave me?" he chocks out. His hand went to her hair as he gripped it tight. Her heart broke by hearing him break down in front of her. "Sam left me at some point. Well more than once. My dad my mom and others. You well... You never cared. Because you said it yourself.." he then raises his head and looks directly at her, his eyes where pooling with tears. "You will never fall for me because I am well me. And I hate you. I hate what you done to me."

"I hate that you played me just to find out everything was a lie. Why did you do that?  I allowed myself to open my heart for you just for you too...Just for you too disappoint me.. play with my feelings when I trusted you and too..I just.. Well..  I hate you so much Y/n yet I can't help but love you."

Her hand went up to his cheek wiping his tears that was streaming down his face. She knew he been through a lot and what she done well it cause him to finally break down. Yes he was already a broken man but this was to much for him and he couldn't help but cry out in front of her because he had enough. He was tired of everything.

"Dean let me explain please." her voice cracks. "It's not what it looks like. I need you to listen to me."

He shook his head at her clenching his jaw. "No. I won't allow you to play with me again. Not this time."

"Dean Kathleen was the one-"

"I don't want to hear it." he barks and gets up and sat back down and he bend his knees to his chest.

She sits up and sits next to him and grabs hold of his hand caressing the top of his hand with her thumb. "Just leave me here alone and don't ever come back. Let me die here."

"I won't let that happen." she said sternly. "Just let me explain about what really happened Dean. I never hated you and I really did fall for you. Sure at the beginning I didn't but then being around you I realised that you are such a great man. A man that deserves many wonderful things. You have a kind heart and care about others deeply. I admired that and I started to fall hard for you."

"I love you Dean. I don't hate you. I know I said it but it was all a lie. Joshua was suppose to give you a note that I wrote. It explains everything that happened and why I said those things to you. I never mean any of that. And I will prove to you how much I care about you how much I want you to be happy and to be there for you when you need it. I really do mean it Dean. All of it. I love you."

He looks at her observing her closely trying to see if there was any hints that she was lying. He shook his head at her making her heart sink. "You are lying."

"I am not." she sigh feeling her tears stream down her face.

"Joshua did gave me the note." he says which she nodded at him to continued. "But I haven't read it. I still have it with me."

"I can explain it then." she says but he shook his head scared of opening his heart again.

"No. I don't want to hear lies. I don't trust you Y/n. I don't and never will." he looks down at the floor swallowing the lump in his throat. "What you did. I will never forgive you."

"Dean I told-"

"Save it." he snaps.

She gets up and wipes her tears from her eyes and looks down at him. He didn't even look at her. "At least read the damn note damn it. I won't give up on you and I don't care if you forgive me or not. Hell I deserve it because I don't deserve you. You deserve someone that will not hurt you like I did. I will always love you Dean."

"Bullshit." he growls and looks up at her before she can say anything he stands up towering over her. "Get out of my sight."

"Dean..."

"I said get out of my sight!" he shouted making her flinch. She just stared at him for a few seconds and ran out the basement needing some time for herself. She ran to her room and lay on the bed and cried her heart out. She covered her cries with the pillow so no one can hear her.