#CHOICE

Sometimes

Sometimes I dream of holding you in my arms
To trap you in my warm and welcoming hug
To kiss you and smell your addicting scent
But that wouldn't be enough

Sometimes and for so long
I am mesmerize by your presence
By your beauty, principles and adoration
However, that wouldn't be enough

Sometimes and forever in my lifetime
How I wish we could freely shout out our love
How I wish we'll live in a island free from toxics
But that wouldn't be enough

For it was only me thinking of those plans ahead
For It was only me fantasizing that happy ending
While you are happy in his' arms and presence
And with shout of courage, I let you go

But that wouldn't be enough
The pain wouldn't be enough
As you left me and your loved ones wondering and alone
You made us wept with flood of tears

As I let go, don't ever fly and go
Always remember that you will always have
A place in my grieving soul
You will always be remembered by my pumping heart

Sometimes and for eternal life
I wish I could hold you in my arms
And tell you softly how we were before
And how you call me 'bestfriend

And for that I am eternally grateful
Our life cycles and cycles
But our good deeds will always be our greatest remains in this world
And that is a proof that we lived life to the fullest