Jealousy ||⚣ ~Namseok

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| | JUNG HOSEOK | |
2:56 PM

I opened my eyes, the sunshine quickly making them close again.
My skin felt hot, the room too.
I groaned,"Aahhh, why is it so hooohot..."
Then suddenly a hand grabbed mine, I opened my eyes once again. Now the sunshine didn't blind me, someone was standing in front of it.
It was Binnie, with tears coming out of his eyes, next to him stood Byeol, Sam, Kun and Yeol.
They all looked sad.

"You bitch! Why didn't u tell us what happened? We were so worried, u need us right now but still u act like u don't. Hoseok, please allow us to care and love for u. U don't deserve to go through this shit alone." Byeol said, also sobbing.

Tears started forming in my eyes.
My friends all started hugging me.

"I'm sorry.." I whispered softly while hugging everybody tightly.

-

4:34 PM

I sat on the bench in the hospital garden, everybody surrounding me.
They brought my favorite strawberry milk and some snacks like chips, and other snacks.
Byeol and Yeol sat next to me, both of them holding onto my hands, I smiled.

"I didn't wanna worry u guys too much."

" Hey, even if u don't feel like we don't worry, we really do." Byeol says with teary eyes.

"Yes we love you, so so much. You're our sunshine!!" Sam giggled with Kun.

My eyes started getting teary, I looked up at the sky blue clear sky and at the bright shining sun, and felt hope, I felt warm again.

-

Next day, 2:14 PM

My friends were still with me, they decorated my room to make it feel more at home.
They hung up some cards, with sweet words from everyone.

Byeol and Yeon made some drawings and Sam and Kun brought pretty flowers.

I was sitting on the bed calmly, looking at my friends who were chatting and laughing together. If they're happy, I'm happy.

They make me so happy, I don't deserve them.
I'm annoying, and I'm in the way.
I should just, leave.

"Hoseok? Hey! "

I looked up at Byeol.

"Get over here right now u bitch, don't sit there all by yourself! "