Before you go 2~ Zion kuwonu

thirteen

I told Micheal not to come. I was a hot mess. I couldn't even handle myself. I'm glad my baby wasn't here to see me like this.

I kept getting calls from everyone but I kept declining them.

All on social media i kept seeing what I didn't want to see, so I disabled everything and logged out.

People kept texting my phone just to get no reply from me.

I got some clothes on and went out for a little drive just to end up in the front of the pm house .

"Oh hey myrah what are you doing here?", Edwin said as he was all dressed up.

"Noth-nothing", I said struggling to get my words out

"Are you okay?", He asked

I didn't say anything. The tears in my red eyes said it all.

"Come on", he said pulling me inside the house. I sat down on the couch in quiet house.

"Where is everyone?", I asked

"They all went out to celebrate. Did you hear?", Edwin asked

"Yeah Zion is getting married yay", i said sarcastically.

"Yeah. Is that why you've been crying all this time?", He asked

I nodded my head.

"Why?", He asked

"Not tryna sound cocky but that was supposed to be me. I was the one who was supposed to be happy like this. Not her", I said

"Yeah. It should've been you. You two were perfect for each other. Even with your flaws and arguments by the end of the day y'all knew that, you were his and he was yours and that's all that had mattered", he said

"I don't why everything happened to me? It's like I wasn't good enough for him for some reason. I- i just don't understand why he would do me like that", I said.

Me and Edwin saw lights on in the drive way then we heard the front door unlock and in came the person I really don't want to see.

"Myrah?", Zion said walking in and closing the door.

"Where alianna", i asked.

"She with Ansley, they took her and Kimmie out for ice cream. But what are you doing here?", He asked looking really confused.

"Have you been crying?", He said walking up to me putting his hand on my red face.

I couldn't say anything. Only thing that happened were the tears kept coming back.

"What's wrong?", He asked.

I just shut my eyes and put my hand on his.

"Myrah talk to me", he said

"Zion,", i quietly said.

"Myrah I'm listening to you", he said

"I love you", i said and his eyes went wide.

"What?", He said

"That was supposed to be me", i said to him

"What? This?", He asked holding up the engagement ring that used to be mine.

I nodded my head.

"Myrah. I don't know what to say", he said

"Of course you don't", i said then scoffed.

"Myrah", he said

"Zion, it was hard. It was really hard raising a baby by myself. It was hard. I tried so hard, to keep myself together and still be the best mother I can. You meant the world to me. I wanted to marry you so so badly. But-" i said starting to break down.