Namjoon's P.O.V.
I laid in my bed.
Everything was silent around me. The only thing I could hear was the clicking of a mouse from Jin's room and some music that was all too familiar with me.
It was a soundtrack. From our favorite game back in the day when we were younger and didn't have a care in the world.
Our lives have changed a lot since then.
A whole lot.
Ah.. My thoughts are like ghosts.
They keep on haunting me.
There's a lot of questions, questions I never knew I had inside of me.
Or.. Maybe a lot of answers I have inside of me.
It feels like someone is asking me things. Questions about me..
Leaving.
It's like Taehyung is asking them to me. He's not here but it feels like he is.
It feels like he's right next to me, asking me these questions I never knew he thought of.
I'm used to the weird, quirky, and light-hearted Taehyung. The one whose questions were small, sort of dumb ones that made me laugh. Not the one who keeps asking if I'll never come back. If I'll fall out of love for him. If I'll find someone else.
And the question that hurts me the most..
If I'll forget him..
As much as I say I won't,
I can't guarantee everything.
I can't guarantee I won't fall out of love. I can't guarantee I won't forget something. I can't guarantee that,
Maybe
I'll find someone else.
I don't know what the future has in store for me. I don't know what I'll see, who I'll meet, or what I'll experience in America.
All I can guarantee is..
Nothing.
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