Letting You Go

chapter one

@aaashy_nickz💞

TRUST.It takes years to build and seconds to break.

"I trust you,you know that "

"No.You dont fully trust me"

"How can you say so?"

"If you really trust me you'll tell me every secrets you have---"

"And secretly stab my back?"

My throat starting to feel dry at parang may malaking bikig na nakabara dito.

"W-what?!of course no!We both know that I can't do that to you,we've been together for five years.God knows that you're like a sister to me ."

"Really?,being with you for five years and telling them every bad things about me....does it make you feel better Klara?"

"N-no!"

"You know that I don't really give a damn care about what others says either it's good or bad ..... but yours is important to me"

"My opinion never been important to you and maybe we should end this.....this friendship! There are lots of reasons to hate you Carmen."

"How funny it is, me thinking of good reasons to keep you while you we're hurting me. J-just like that ?"

"Y-yeah it doesn't matter anymore, this shitty trash friendship of us"

"Why did you gave up so easily.....maybe we can still fix this---"

"No,we don't need to fix this. I don't need you anymore I already found new friends that is better than you."

Suddenly the corner of my eyes started to heat and tears started to form.

"B-bakit ganun ang dali niya lang itapon yung pinagsamahan nila ng limang taon?"tanong ko.Ang hirap kaya makahanap ng kaibigan na masasandalan sa oras na kailangan mo.

"You know what they say?"napabaling ang tingin ko kay kuya Kylon ng magsalita ito

"What?"tanong ko dito

"They say that a great relationship either it's friendship or in a romantic way there is about two things:first, appreciating the similarities, and second,respecting the differences. In Klara and Carmen's case tanggap nila ang pagkakapareho nila pero sa pagkakaiba hindi matanggap ni Klara na mas lamang sakanya si Carmen that's why.... sinisiraan niya si Carmen sa iba."

"Para mas maging matatag ang samahan dapat may tiwala kayo,dapat wala kayong tinatago sa isat-isa.Pero hindi mo naman kailangan na ipagkatiwala lahat ng sekreto mo kasi sa huli kapag nagkagipitan meron at merong lalag-lag sayo at magbubunyag ng sekreto mo."Sabat naman ni kuya Clayon.

Napatango-tango na lang ako dito.

Pero hindi ko parin matanggap.Ang sakit-sakit kayang ipagpalit sa iba yun bang pakiramdam na ibinigay mo yung lahat para lang mag stay at hindi ka maiwang mag-isa pero kulang parin pala.Tapos ipagpapalit niya lang sa bagong kaibigan na wala ding kasiguraduhan.

"Oh.magpunas ka ng luha mo mukha kanang baboy"saad ni Rio sabay abot ng tissue na hawak nito. Pasimple ko naman itong inirapan bago kunin ang hawak na tissue.

"Tsk.patayin mo na nga yan. " Sage said.Dali-dali na mang inabot ni Kye ang remote

"Wait!isang episode na lang eh"pigil ko dito.Gusto ko talagang malaman kung anong mangyayari. Kung magkakabati paba sila o friendship over na. Ang hirap lang kasi tanggapin lalo na kapag relate na relate ka sa pinapanood mo.