So as I lay here typing this my legs are in pain. All you see are cuts from right to left... Whay am I suppised to do? Just down in tears? I take away my pain by cutting. No its not good but I feel its my only escape goat. I'm sorry I care so much and I am so sorry I am not good enough. I hate seeing you upset and I hate that I constantly fight with you. I hope you forgive me some day sweetheart...
