Written in the stars

Uh oh

I can't believe my mom. I look over to Chris and by the look he gives me he looks really scared for me and my family. I walk up to my mom to wake her up. She's not waking up. It's almost like she's - no she can't be dead. "Mom! Wake up! Mom" I scream while sobbing internally.
I collapse to the ground and once again I feel his arms on mine. His lips on mine. He makes me feel safe in times like these. I'm honesty surprised he still wants to be with me after all the shit that has happened. I guess he does. I guess he is the best boyfriend anyone could ask for. Im the luckiest girl ever.
We talk about what we think we should do and we decide that I should first call the paramedics and then call the rehab centre so she can get sober again.
I see the ambulance the do cpr but it doesn't help she is just laying there. I look at them and they say " I- I'm sorry she's dead" the look on my face probably scared Chris so much that he grabbed me hand and walked me outside. I'm so happy he did otherwise I would have fainted I needed fresh air