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taehyung focus:

a sigh fell from the gray haired male's plump lips.

he frowned, alot on his mind like usual.

everything was just going too fast for taehyung. it scared the crap out of him.

the said teenager wasn't stupid, he knew at least one thing. he knew that feelings could be strong but he didn't know how to stop feeling a certain way.

taehyung was sat in his backyard, swinging himself on their outdoor swing.

he eyed the pretty flowers in their garden, the red roses catching his attention.

taehyung slowly walked towards the bush and picked a single rose out, careful of the thorns.

his mind had been occupied with a certain male whom he didn't how to stop thinking of.

it was honestly crazy of how much of an effect the ravenette had on taehyung. the butterflies that fluttered in the younger's stomach were always present whenever jungkook was close.

even though only a day or so would pass, taehyung would start missing the older and it was so frustrating.

and jungkook's bunny smile made him smile too.

ah, what do i do?!

taehyung jumped when a voice spoke up, startling him.

"hi," and there he was.

jeon jungkook.

jungkook smiled lopsidedly as a really faint blush made it's way onto his cute pale cheeks.

"your brother told me you were back here. you okay, taehyung?"

the silver haired boy furrowed his eyebrows, a big frown on his face, the rose still in his hands.

"i don't understand this." taehyung almost stumbled backwards when he saw jungkook walking towards him.

the ravenette hadn't heard the low whisper, approaching the younger who backed away.

"tae?" that was it, the way jungkook spoke so softly to him like he was fragile as glass, the way he was so gentle whenever he touched him, the way he looked at him so lovingly...what did it all mean?

"w-why do you treat me like this?" taehyung mumbled under his breath, jungkook was the confused one now.

he reached for taehyung's cold hands, holding them close in his warm ones, the rose falling.

"what do you mean?" he hooked a finger underneath taehyung's chin and lifted his face up gently.

his gaze wandering to the younger's cherry colored lips, then his innocent chocolate eyes.

"this. this is what i mean. you just- you just, you make me so confused gguk. i just don't understand a-any of this."

taehyung motioned with his hands, his bottom lip trembling because of all the over whelming emotions also making his eyes water.

jungkook widened his eyes at the sudden outburst, shutting taehyung up by inching closer and closer to him.

to the point where they could feel their breaths on each other's faces.

their noses touched before jungkook placed his lips on the latter's, taehyung standing there in shock.

it's not like it was their first kiss but this had just frustrated taehyung even more, even though he melted just from jungkook's soft touch.

his knees almost grew weak and gave up on him but jungkook had a tight grip on his waist. their lips were moving in sync, taehyung letting out a small whimper when jungkook bit too hard on his lip.

taehyung came back to his senses, placing his shaking hands on jungkook's chest, slightly pushing him away.

"no!"

the ravenette stared at him in shock, the younger's lips swollen and his pretty brown eyes glossy.

"i-it's too much. too much."

and with that taehyung ran away from jungkook, going back into his house from the front door.

leaving a guilty and confused jeon jungkook standing there.

he looked down at his feet, seeing a lone rose lying on the ground.

the beauty of it reminded him of taehyung, he picked it up remembering that it was something the younger once held.

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taehyung sniffled as held his knees close to his chest, burrying his head in them. he didn't look up when he heard his room's door open.

he felt another weight dip the bed down beside him, jihun spoke.

"what happened, tae?" the older asked with concern.

taehyung blew at his silver bangs that covered his eyes, afraid of speaking in case his voice would tremble.

"come on, tell me what's wrong, hm." ji hun spoke sweetly, his heart aching at the sight of his lil brother crying.

"i j-just don't know what these feelings are, hyung. it hurts like hell because a part of me is telling me that their wrong, a sin."

he looked up to meet his brother's hazel orbs, sniffling once again.

"have mom and dad finally gotten to you or something? you're not a sinner, tae." ji hun sighed as he continued, his eyes sad.

"please don't think that way ever again, lil bro." he placed his hand on top of the younger's, giving him an encouraging look.

"and the feelings you're confused about. you feel that way because of jungkook, right?" he spoke slowly, not wanting to touch any sensitive topic.

everything made sense when he saw the teenager nod his head reluctantly.

"it's because you like him, taetae. you have feelings for him and they're probably strong if it's this overwhelming for you."

taehyung widened his doe eyes, "l-like?" he asked cutely, he was so pure and innocent, almost making to seem like the world could taint him one day.

ji hun smiled at his younger brother, "yes. like."

which could turn into love.

the light haired older male got up, ruffling taehyung's fluffy hair.

"now please don't sulk and cry, come have fun with us downstairs." right before he left his bedroom, ji hun stopped in his tracks, remembering something.

"and if you like, i can call jungkook over for you again. he's probably worried about you."

taehyung felt blood rush to his cheeks, he threw a pillow at his smirking older brother.

"no thank you!" he huffed as he face palmed with his pillow, squealing into it like a girl.

thank you for reading:)💜
@/n: i actually had writers block for this book but thank god it wasnt that serious. but hopefully y'all think that i came back strong.

and flustered tae is the best tae ;)✊

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