Hey peoples, I know I haven't been uploading in the past almost year now. Sorry about that. I've been in a pretty bad mental state..... Still kinda am but I'm doing better. Ill do a quick sum-up. My brother came home from the army in December. He left after a few days. Some time in the February-March time I starting dating someone, we were together for a month then they left me for my friend. I lost some pretty inmortant people in my life over some rumors. Some time in January I had to start therapy. (I might say why in a different section) I started high school. I ended up dating someone else and that was a mistake. We arent together, havent been for a while. Now I'm in that weird thing where I lkke way too many people. I met a pretty great friend. I liked him for a while and we liked each other. He said he stopped liking me so I was forcing myself to stop. But this past Friday after the football game the band did our annual light show. We had some after the game activities and I did swim, so did he. And we were hanging oit until he left and he hugged me for the first time so that was weird. And a few day before that, my friend Victur passed in a crash. He was the only death and he died from a drunk driver. He was amazing at bass and was looking forward to being in marching band. Now he never gets to do that 😢. He will be missed dearly. Fly high angel 🙏😇. A few days before that my brother came home from South Korea for a bit. Its been almoay a year since I've seen him so it's great to have him back. Ummm, there really isnt much left to say so imma leave it here. Jf I find anything else to say I'll post another update. If y'all want to know more about why I wasnt updating due to mental state feel free to ask. Or if you have any questions ask away. I think thats it, so uh, yeah. Peace out my guys. Have an amazing day and I wish you guys the best if luck in whatever you have going on currently. Ask any quesfions you have. Peace out lovely peoples.
