So today's Valentine's Day. First one where I'm not single 😂 Yesterday made 1 month, I'm really happy about it. It's been an amazing month. Hasn't even felt like a month. I know I said I'm over that one person I was really upset over, but I'm not, it's difficult to get over it, but this past month, I haven't even thought about it, I mean yea, seeing her kinda hurts, but I'm getting over it. My boyfriend has made it easier and he doesn't even know it.
~ Subject change~
So over the past year or two, I've been pretty not okay. I've been in therapy and I'm back in it again. My previous therapist thought I was depressed but didn't want to put me on medication, but now it's officially diagnosed I have depression and anxiety (yay, so excited 🙄) My therapist doesn't want to start medication yet, much like my past therapist, but she also thinks I have either ADD or ADHD and thinks I should be tested, so I might have to be on medication, again, yay (sense the sarcasm in that) Here recently I've been in such a bad spot I ended up cutting. It's fine though, just everything became too much. I'm gucci now though 😂 I feel like this isn't a good time to talk about it, but I'm gonna give you guys a general idea of why I did it. I've been getting bullied for a few years, it got really bad recently though, and my parents have called me a disgrace and a disappointment among other things. So yea.....
Wow, this has gone the exact opposite I was planing, dang 😂
Anyways, tomorrow's my brother's birthday, I kinda dunno what to do about it, he's a massive dick on his birthday, usually, I get to be at school on his birthday, but it's Saturday and I don't have work call tomorrow. So that's fun.
That's about all I got for now. Internets running slow so you might not see this until the 15th. Oh well. BYEEEEE
