Whenever It Rains

3

We left the building and headed to the parking lot.

"Awwww" I cood once he opened the car door i'm feeling giddier (is that even possible). Being this in love feels stupid. I heard him scoffed. i ignored him though, grabbed the 3 stem daisies laying on the passenger seat and smelled it. My ears were warm. Rain stopped and i usually hate the earthy smell after the rain but it doesn't matter anymore. All my senses were focus on these flowers and the person besides me.

"I forgot to give it to my Eomoni. Tsk" he said acting a little disappointed. I admit, my heart almost dropped, too. I thought it was for me. My smile evaporated  and ears were warmer than fever. I pursed my lips without looking at him. I'm usually grouchy and sensitive but maybe aging changed me. This time, i'm not going to stomp around and act foolishly.

"oh, yeah too bad, you should've Given these to her right away. She was sad and worried for a long time waiting for your safe return." I said looking at him the first time faking my worried facial expression. I know he's trying to pull my leg. Kwon Ji yong out and about to play again. No response from him but he was staring at me, measuring my expression. Well, two can play this game G!

"yesterday," i continued without minding him, "I was feeling down since Im pretty sure YG officials were distracting me from your return they want to make sure i'll be busy and won't be able to meet with you incase there are plans so there won't be any commotions but my day off was already scheduled and approved since last year so they can't really do anything." I giggled. And continued more since it's starting to get annoying how still and silent he is now. "Anyways, I was sad. Feeling lonely that after today I have to get back to work again." I sighed, as if deeply sad. "And Chanyeol..." i trailed off. I saw his left Eyebrow twitched up a little bit. Bingo. i stopped talking. Looked at the flowers i'm holding and went to sit inside his car. He was still standing outside holding my door

"Well, aren't we on the way home?" I asked smiling triumphantly; faking-ly want to change the conversation

"Oh no Dara, I want to know what Chanyeol-ssi did. keep going, please" He replied I can totally hear his annoyance and jealousy. I played it cool though.

"Hmm.. nothing special. He just gave me a bouquet of sunflowers to brighten up my day. He brought some lunch for me and the staff, too. So thoughtful, right?" I explained, smelled the flowers again. "I bet Imo will be happy to receive some"

"Put your seatbelt on" he instructed in a cold voice and slammed the door a little harder. I smirked and quickly threw a serious face again cause in two seconds he opened his door and sit in the driver's side right sway. Pushed the button to turned on the rented car and put his seatbelt on. I turned on the radio, put it on a low-humming volume. I turned on the heater, focus one on his side and focused the other for me. I'm enjoying this eerily silence. I know I got him good and it's bothering him to his bones, drilling up to the deep-end memory of his hypothalamus. I don't know why I'm doing this. Am i being too sadistic? I evil laugh silently. Oh gosh. Too much, sandara. I guess I miss messing up with him, too. I can feel his stares at me but i choose to ignore him, and thrilled to see up to what extent his jealousy will do this time. 

"you change your favorite flowers?" He asked in a cold voice. I saw him in my peripheral vision. Nope I love daisies.. since it's your first choice of flowers ever given to me. Innocence and purity. Just like me as per My loving Kwon Ji Yong. I smiled at the cherish thought.

"No, never. But he said it's a perfect gift to bring joy to someone's day. Like i said thoughtful, right?" I explained. I think i'll stop teasing him from here. I'll behave since i'm feeling giddy again with the memories flooding my mind.

"I knew you know where you're supposed to be." He murmured that i barely heard him though. I look at him questioningly. He was shaking his head while smiling as if he just heard a very chessy joke nonetheless made him laugh.

He gripped the gear shifter and pressed his foot on the gas without lifting the brakes first. The car revved up i just stared at him he took his phone totally ignoring me, i sighed. It took him a couple of seconds again, scrolling through his phone, turned the volume up to the middle when he found what he wants then smiled at me, the kind of smile that makes all hair in my body up and started driving forward.His phone was bluetooth connected to the car and i heard the first sentence..

"I want you all to myself, you don't need nobody else.. I want you all to myself I swear.." the singer.

a bulb light popped up, i recognized the lyrics right away. The song selfish by PnB rock started playing. Fck made my heart somersault can't help grinning but looked away staring outside watching the buildings we passed by.  Fck. Fck. Fck. I feel smothered in a good way, again. I blew out a sigh wanting to fan myself using my hands cause i really fell warm feels like my face is totally red. Why you do these simple tricks Ji. Everything backfired.

"Those daisies are for you, my love. Just for you." He said making sure i heard the hard pronunciation of "my and just for you" clearly. He grabbed my left thigh with his right hand and controlling the steering wheel by his left hand still focused on the road.
I want to answer him that I know but scared that my voice will crack, surrendering my whole-self to him on bended knees. *face palm*