Whenever It Rains

5

He fixed my hoodie, placed my mask in place so as his and hugged me tightly as if he wants our body glued to each other. We walked and he led me to the door of the house. A little lamp was turned on on top of the door just enough light shinning on us to i guess maybe find keys easily or tap the code correctly. His left arm was placed on my shoulder protectively. he punched in the code-lock of the door and it immediately opened. I was trying to shake off the dirt and dampness of my shoes when he took of his brown water proof coat, took out his sweater aswell and left with a yellow crew neck shirt and a scarf. He must've been really cold earlier.

"Why were you at the YG building earlier?" I asked curiously. I know he told me earlier he had dinner with kwon family, then he went to the get together CL and others have organized but.. my train of thought could've gotten somewhere far if this guy infront of me isn't too handsome to ignore. He smiled sheepishly not gazing back at me, concentrating at what his hands are doing. I stared at him, his hands started taking the zipper down of my oversize sweater. Taking his time to answer, he tossed our sweaters on the floorsince this house doesn't have a hook on or anywhere to hang them on. He noticed that i was already on my last piece of outer garment other than the sweater.

"You walked outside with just the sweater and a shirt? Aren't you cold??" He asked, worriedly. I reached out for his scarf and untangled it from his neck, pulled up his crew neck shirt and he was wearing a white shirt with a message printed on it, "i don't like being told what to do". I chuckled. Raised an eyebrow. He grinned like a kid caught in the act that he's not supposed to be doing. It's cute though, he always has his ways to let other people know his thoughts without even speaking at all. With this guy, I learned to appreciate how he wants to vocalize his ideas, his emotions, his beliefs and support with real efforts. He's a little narcissist at times lol he's annoying like seungri sometimes, but he will never leave anyone behind. The man who keeps his promises with all his might. The man who's faith cannot be altered even if a person done him wrong. He always find something good in the bad. I smiled proudly at him. this humble man in front me.. my Kwon Ji yong..

He closed our distance caressing my arms and kissing me lightly on my forehead. I closed my eyes and felt his soft lips tracing my eyebrows, the arch of my nose, my right eyelid down to my right cheek and to the side of lips nibbling it slowly until i responded. I nibbled his lower lip  back, when my arms as if on queue slides up, locking it on his neck. He then sucks my upper lip a little harder made me moaned a little bit. My ears were starting to burn but it felt so good, my tummy's butterflies are fluffing around it starting to feel ticklish in a very sensual way. My right hand pushed his head a little more to me. He started kissing me passionately and as seconds past it became deeper and urgent. His tongue was playfully nudging my lips as if he's asking for permission to come in. I heard him groan when I abruptly let it in and sucked it a little harder than i was planning on. I giggled and he groaned one more time, louder,  his arms snaked around my waist enclosing me to his body. I felt his warm strong muscles around me making me feel at home.
"I miss you, love. I really really miss you so much" I whispered between our rough but passionate kisses. His kisses were peace and war. It's urgent yet patient. He makes me feel like i'm a wild fire and unstoppable. I was out of breathe but longing for more when he broke the kiss. He was also panting i can feel my heart pounding in my chest and vice versa. He caressed my cheek i kissed the palm of his hand while he put the tip of his nose against mine.
"I missed you so much, too it's so hard to control, Dara." He kissed me one more time passionately and sighed not letting me go. After seems like a hundredful of seconds i couldn't count i couldn't concentrate i couldn't stop.. he then kissed my forehead giving finality that this make out sesh is done.at least for now. I sighed.
"I really need a shower, D. Let's go. Are you hungry?" He asked. He was brushing my hair and i just laid the left side of my face on his chest listening to him breathe and pounding heartbeats.

"Yeah.." I whispered. "For you.."
"Huh?" He pushed my shoulders a little away from him and stared at me surprise reaction painted on his face. Fxck did i say that out loud? Shitbricks. I feel like blushing and diverted my eyes on the coats laid on the floor. I pushed myself away awkwardly laughing. i picked up the coats and sweaters they're a little heavy and left him there standing. I removed my shoes, and went straight ahead.

"Come on Ji! You take a shower now while I prepare something to eat or have it ordered. Come on, come on! Hurry" i yelled looking, panicking, where to put all of this clothings or what else i could do to distract myself from what im thinking, what i'm feeling and what i want to do. Sht bricks. Wtf am i thinking. He already said he's having a hard time to control. To control what! And the kisses. Oh those mouthwatering-hot-and-spicy-sexy full of passion kisses. I bit my lips unknowingly remembering how he groaned reacting to my naughty kisses, too. I look for the kitchen when I found out that i was still gripping the grocery bag i bought. I fumbled inside, quickly opened the other cornetto ice cream. I gulped, bit the ice cream urgently eventhough my teeth were grinding and painful from the cold. I need it badly my throat felt so dry. It was half melted so there were some drops that i had to lick,i had to rush cause it won't last long until the ice cream melt completely. I gulped and bend a little infront of the sink just incase things gets messy. Messy like convulsing because of.. i shake away the thought from my head. I didn't notice how fast i chugged down the whole ice cream when i'm already one bite away from finishing it. I was about to eat tip if the cone when Ji yong pops out of nowhere and hugged me from behind. Oh god i suddenly felt thirsty again as if my throat got drier. He nuzzled his face on my neck. I can feel his warm breathe. I gulped tensed up. Weirdly, I can feel him smiling. I wanted to look at him but when i try to move he just locked his arm around my waist and i can't move i bit the last piece of ice cream again, about to push it all the way inside my mouth when he turned me around and kissed me. Curses. Kwon *curses* ji yong, I can't think. He didn't kissed me. He just bit on the other end of the cone and forcibly took it away from my lips. He then distanced himself, letting me go, smiling triumphantly at my shocked self frozen in my spot. I don't know why but i found it very sensual the way he handles me. I can't tell if he's seducing me or just playing with me again. Either way, i am sweating despite the cold weather.

"I'll leave the door opened in case you want to join me in the shower." He said then wink. He turned his back at me and went somewhere i don't care where. I needed space to think. To think about what?! To think about what i want. You mean to think about what you need.. i saw two reflections of myself this old-maid and a smirking evil dara. Still debating with myself, i heard the shower turned on.
"Daaaaaa~raaaaaa~" i heard him sing sing from where he's at. I sighed leaned on the kitchen counter.

"Yah! Why are you so playful!" It's so hard to control, too. Ugh.