Friend,
I'm beginning to understand things that I didn't before. I just wish I didn't have toe experience them. I now understand what people mean 'Smile on the outside and cry on the inside.' Just because you have a smile on your face doesn't mean your happy nor does it make you happy.
I stated in my last letter that I was looking over my old newsletters. I tried writing more, just to see if I could. But when I read it back they gradually became more and more sad and depressing. I have lost all motivation to do much of anything.
People who are depressed always told me "You will never understand my hell." I can now tell those people that now, I do. Or at least part of it. The worst part is I can't explain my feelings. It's not only because no one's here but because I can't find the words to say it. So, yea.
Your friend,
Jacob.
YOU ARE READING
When Happiness Dies
Mystery / ThrillerJacob Jefferson and Lily Davis are two writers for the Neverland newspaper. You quickly find yourself receiving letters from both Jacob and Lily. The world around you is ending and Jacob and Lily are your only contact. Will they survive the danger...