It's Been Fun

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Friend,

this will be my final greeting to you. I have had a good life, and I enjoyed it. But ever since I've gone into hiding its gone down hill. Loneliness, emptiness, sadness, and now depression. It's all become too much.

In one final effort, I came out of hiding hoping to find someone. Anyone, so I wouldn't be so lonely. Sadly, everyone is dead. I can't keep going. My emotions are taking over, my brain is overloaded with all kinds of stuff, and I'm tired. Very, very tired.

I'm tired of trying, hoping, even coping with my situation. I'm tired of it all. Sleep used to help me get away from the world, but now I can't even do that. I see only one rational thing left. Take a deep breath, silence my thought the best I can, calm down, and do what I need to do. I realize this is a complete 180 from the positive happy person I was. I hope you understand.

-Jacob

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