best friend's bandmate

twenty nine- moody

we slept in the bus on our way to the next hotel. i fell asleep with sonny right by my side but i woke up alone.

i sat up and looked around. everyone else was awake but not ready yet. "ash's awake!" i heard katie shout.

then shannon came to where we were. "we have the new arrangements for sleeping. we'll have ash and chloe, katie and sara, andy and rye, and sonny, brooklyn, and jack" she made sure we understood and left.

i got ready which didnt take long at all. we made it to the hotel around 11. i realized that i haven't had any interaction with sonny today.

as we were walking in the hotel i walked next to him. he didnt look at me at all or say a word. "hey" i let him know i was right there. "hey" he said not seeming very happy. i didnt even get a smile from him.

"everything okay" i asked due to him seeming to be in a bad mood. "mhmm just grand" he replied with what seemed to be sarcasm.  "did i do something wrong?" i blurted out. "i cant believe it" he mumbled.

i walked faster into my room and sat on the bed frustrated.  "what's up with his moody ass" i think to myself. "something bothering you?" chloe came up to me.

i nodded my head and looked down. "boys" i simply said. "what has he done" her voice became stern. "i thinks it's what i have done. i just dont know what it is"

"that man loves you too much to stay mad" she hugged me tight.  "i hope you're right " i sighed. "i literally haven't done anything wrong since yesterday.  he won't talk to me he's very short with me" i think back.

"sorry im not much help. i would say talk to him but you tried" chloe apologized. "it's not your problem clo its mine dont worry" i reassure her.

we got ready and all met each other at an arcade nearby. we ordered pizza and played games.

i noticed that every chance sonny got to get away from me he took it. if someone asked to help them get the food, or to play games with them, he went with them.

sonny was away with andy at the games. i was sat in the booth at the table with jack.

"we haven't spent enough time together " he told me making me think about it. "you're right we haven't. that's why im cherishing this very moment" he gave me a smile.

"what's bothering you? before you even try to lie and say nothing is wrong just know that i know you better than you know yourself and something is up" he didnt let me answer without letting me know that.

"ugh its ryan. hes acting weird like hes mad at me but the thing is i haven't done anything wrong at all so im so confused and its just a burden on me at this point" i vent not even thinking about what was coming out of my mouth because jack and i were that close.

his face expressed concern, sympathy, and understanding all at once. "i can talk to him for you but hes not one to tell his problems to us. but if it makes you happy i can give it a shot" jack proposed to me. "you're the best" i shot him a smile. "i know" "dont let it get to your head duff"

as i was sitting down i went on twitter to distract me. the tweets i saw shook me. the words that were said about me felt like a stab to the heart. the fact that my own boyfriend said that about me made me feel like the world had stopped.

my world had stopped