Do you enjoy it?
Does it give you satisfaction?
Knowing that what you are doing to me is slowly ripping me apart from the inside out.
The way you ignore every message.
Every call
The way you cancel every date
You claim I'm not enough
However I have always been there for you
You claim I'm not what you're looking for
Yet you failed to tell me what exactly it is you are looking for
You leave me hanging from the cliff's edge
Occasionally my phone will light up
A part of my soul hopes and prays to god the message is from you
Why do I keep putting myself in these situations
Because that's who I am.
