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by NoMinJam_42
by NoMinJam_42
                                    
                                              
3rd POV:
As soon as y/n walked away, Renjun stood up and followed her right away. Leaving Jeno alone with his fangirl.
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                          12:04 PM, Thursday
                          Y/n's POV: 
                          "His fangirls are way more prettier than me, I'll never have chance for him" I whispered to myself sadly. "Y/n?" My head popped up when I heard a worried like voice. I quickly wiped my tears away and smiled as wide as I can to convince him I'm fine. He let himself in and sat infront of me. "I know it hurts, no need to hide it". 
                          My smile turned into a sad one, "look, I'm fine ok? I was just.. Tired and have a very bad headache" I try to convince him more. "Come with me." he grabbed my wrist and dragged me to the stairs until we reached the school's rooftop. "Let it all out, scream as much as you want, I'm here to listen." He looked at me smiling softly. I looked up to the clear sky, a tear running down my cheek. I hesitated for a second but thought that maybe finally I can let my feelings out. 
                          "IM FUCKING TIRED OF MY LIFE!!" I started. "IM TIRED OF BEING USED! IM TIRED OF MY PARENTS ABUSING ME FOR HOW I LOOK! IM TIRED OF THIS UGLY FACE!!" I screamed more, but I wasn't done. "W-why can't I be like the others girls? A girl jeno would like? It h-hurts". I knelt down crying, for the first time I'm a while, I let my feelings out, with someone who would listen to it.
                          Renjun approached me. I stood up and wiped my tears. Once he knew I calmed down he hugged me. A hug of comfort, a hug that feels like he's saying 'I'll always be here for you'. For a good few minutes I cried on his shoulder, as he rubs my back. 'finally, I let everything out.' I thought.
                          When I calmed down I faced him, letting go of the hug and thankfully smiled. "Don't you have any problems? I mean.. I can listen too". He stared at me for a few seconds, then he nods then looks at the sky as well. 
                          "I FUCKING HATE HOW PEOPLE NEVER NOTICE ME DAMN FEELINGS! THEY THINK THAT JUST BEAUSE IM ALWAYS SILENT DOESNT MEAN I DONT WANT TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS." I took his hand and squeezed it signaling him that I'm listening. A tear left his eye, he wiped it away quickly. But as he wiped it more and more tears started falling.
                          "I.. I'm so fucking tired of this" he says in a sad whisper. I gently wiped his tears and hugged him too. It was the least I can do. 
                          After his cries died down we, he lets go of the hug and faces me once again. "I haven't done this in a while, thanks for listening y/n" he gave another soft smile. I smiled back. "Thank you as well, this means a lot". 
                          *RINGGG*
                          "welp, I guess that means its time to go". Renjun said as he give me a hand, I silently took it and nodded. We head into the hallways, then bid our goodbyes, we both separate ways. Now I'm heading to English class, the only class I have with jeno. Sigh I hope this day gets better.
                          3rd person: 
Y/n separate ways, but little did they know someone desided to catch up to them and heard half of their conversation.
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