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by ziamsanaconda

by ziamsanaconda

Zayn's POV

"BOYS??? HURRY UP AND GET YOUR ARSES OVER HERE BEFORE I DRAG THEM HERE!"

Great. Just as I had started playing the guitar and loosening up. I groaned as I got up and set the guitar back on it's stand, we were to record 18 today, a song our good friend, Ed, wrote for us.

18 was my favourite off the new album, and it meant a great deal to me. I had asked Ed to write us a song about me and Liam two months ago, and thus, 18 was produced. Ed told me that this song was written from my point of view, telling Liam that I have loved him all this time; it fit the situation perfectly and I couldn't wait to sing it to Liam on stage when we go back on tour.

When recording, I sang all of my solos to Liam an he did the same to me. By the end of the recording session, I was turned on and horny for Liam. I needed him.

We drove back to our shared flat and I pressed him against the wall upon closing the door shut. He froze; he was taken aback by my actions, unsure of what he should do.

"Li... I need you," I growled in his ear with a rasp in my voice.

I noticed that he had been aroused by my words and palmed him through his ripped skinny jeans.

"Z-Zayn, I-I-" he gulped and stuttered but I cut him off, pressing my lips to his. It was a heated kiss, full of passion; our lips moving in sync as I began to slip my tongue in. He pushed me off him and stared at me.

"What the hell Zayn? I have a girlfriend!" He yelled.

"You have a girlfriend who doesn't love you for who you are!" I yelled back, my anger building up inside me more and more every passing second.

"Don't. Go. There." He said through gritted teeth.

"I just did Liam... Can you just listen to me? She can't accept you for who you are, obviously she doesn't love you I don't know why you haven't realized that she's been using you for fame in her modeling career! But Li," my voice softened, "I love you more than you could ever know. I couldn't figure out a way to tell you, but I guess this is it... I have loved you since we were 18 Liam, you are the rise on the waves that calms my heart and I can't live without you. I know that you have a girlfriend, but I needed to tell you and I'm hoping that you'll at least think about it..." I turned to the ground, tears begging to fall but I didn't let them. He can't see me cry, not now at least.

I began to walk up the stairs.

"I-I don't know what to do please don't leave Zee," he begged.

I huffed. I have to be strong. "Figure it out, don't talk to me until you've made a decision. I can't stand uncertainty," I said and continued my trudge up the stairs.

I left Liam, standing downstairs, drowning in his own thoughts. After all the pain I've been through for him, he deserves to hurt for a while.

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I apologize deeply, I said I was going to update last weekend but never got around to it, sorry ): but I hate to tell you that my updates will be slower due to school and homework :/ I'm sorry

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