Fireproof // Ziam

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Zayn's POV

"Last show of the tour tonight, lads!" Louis announced excitedly, as we drove into Miami.

All the lads were ecstatic about this news and began to talk cheerfully, deciding what special thing we should do for the fans since they would not see us again until we started the On The Road Again Tour.

Whilst they talked, I was deep in thought, drowning in my worries. What was to be of Liam and me after the tonight? Should I kiss him as the lights go out again? Was Soph*a to be in the front row of our show tonight? What if she's at the end of the catwalk tonight? Had Liam decided that tonight was the night he was going to propose to her? No, nononono. He can't. I wouldn't be able to live without him. I could live with the fact that I couldn't call Liam mine, but I could not live knowing the love of my life was engaged to someone that was not me. I had been clean for about two years now, ever since I fell in love with Liam. If he were to engage to, or worse marry, that woman... I was scared to fall back into self-harm. If he married her, I think I might actually ki-

Louis' voice cut abruptly into my thoughts.

"What's that mate?" I questioned, I hadn't heard a single thing they had said, I was too busy being lost in my thoughts and conversing with my subconscious.

"I said, what do you think we should do for the fans tonight?"

I paused for a second. I thought back to a few years back when Liam had a livestream and I came into his room, pressing my face to his whilst yelling 'VAS HAPPENINNNNNNNN." I smiled at the thought.

"Maybe we could do a livestream before the show tonight," I replied after a few minutes of silence, hopeful that we could have a fat, long "ziam moment" that the fans and I could enjoy watching over and over again, knowing that hundreds of them would be recording the whole lot of the stream.

All the lads looked at each other, nodding in agreement, then looking back at Zayn.

"S'a great idea mate! We haven't done one in an eternity!" Liam said cheerfully while smiling cheekily.

I flashed a grin back at him; I gave him one of my best smiles - the ones where my smile would reach my sparkling eyes and I would press my tongue to the back of my front teeth.

I could've sworn I saw him blush a bit, but he turned to his phone quickly, leaving me smiling at him like an idiot. Little did I know that he had been blushing at Sop*a's text rather than my loving, warm smile.

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Short update! Next one will be long, since I will be fitting their entire evening and night into one chapter, so you've got that to look forward to! Hopefully that will make up for the length of this (:

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