Tyrus One shots

Studying [8]

It was a cold foggy August morning, followed with the first day of school.
I'm woken up by my stupid alarm. "Alexa, snooze" I said half asleep. I lay there for 5 minutes until im startled by my alarm again. "Alexa, STOP!" I say rubbing my eyes as I sat up, I sigh and finally get up. I walk to the bathroom to take a quick shower, I get out and dry my hair with a towel I change and put on my shoes. My first day of school outfit isn't much, black and white plaid button up, blue jeans, and og converse. I go downstairs to be greeted by my mom and step dad. "Hey, sweety" My mom says kissing my head. "Hey, bud" says my step dad. I smile at both of them and grab my avocado toast and some ice water, I sit down as I scroll through my phone and eat. "You excited?" I look up. "Huh" I say looking at my step dad. "School" he says. "Oh, yeah" i say continuing to eat. "You're gonna see those friends of yours again, huh?" He says drying the dishes. "Buffy and Andi?" I say. "Yeah!" He says turning around. "What's up with you and that Andi girl?" He says smirking. I nearly choke. I clear my throat, "excuse me?" I ask. "Yeah your always leaving to go to her house or the diner and she always comes over" He says all giddily and shit. "She's just a friend, we don't think about each other like that" I say. "Come one Cy" he says "you know you like herrr!" He says again. I'm starting to get irritated. "Come on bud, don't you think is time for you to get a girlfriend?" He says smiling and laughing as if he was, taunting me. "Cy your seventeen and you don't have a girlfriend" god I wanna just blow up "hell! You've never had one" he laughs. I roll my eyes and get up, I pass my step dad and put my dishes away as I pass him again I hit his shoulder purposely. he irritates me so much sometimes, but I can't say anything because he makes my mom happy. "Hey bud I was just kidding" he says. "Whatever" I mumble under my breath as I grab my backpack. "Cy" He says again. "I'm gonna be late" I say opening the door. "Bye, mom! I love you!!" I say. "Love you too hun!" I hear from upstairs. I start to step out. "Bye bud! I'll miss you" my step dad says from the kitchen. "uh huh" I say closing the door.

I walk to Buffy's house and knock. "Hey cyrus" Buffy's mom says opening the door. "Hey Pat!" I say smiling. "she's just getting her shoes on she'll be out in a bit" she steps aside signaling me to walk in. I walk in and Buffy comes down the stairs. "Hey Cyrus!" She says coming down. "Hey" I smile. "Okay we're gonna go now" Buffy's says hugging her mom and saying bye. "Bye Mrs Driscoll!" I say. "Bye Mr Goodman!" She says. We walk out and walk to Andi's house. "Are you excited?" Buffy says. "Not really" I say. "Why?" She asks. "It's just gonna be the same as last year. Just different grade." I say.
We keep on talking about school then. "Hey guys!" We both flinch. "Hey Andi!" Buffy says. "Hey Andi!" I say giving her a hug. "Sooooo, are you guys excited for school" she smiles. We talk about what we were talking about with Andi till we get to school.

We arrive and holy shit, there's a lot of new faces. But there's also some old faces. I look around and there's someone looking at me, Tj Kippen. Why was the Tj Kippen, captain of the basketball team, the most popular guy in school, looking at me? It's nothing. He smiles at me and I look away. I look back to Buffy and Andi, "lets go inside!" Andi says. We walk in and the girls find their boys, Andi spots Jonah and Buffy finds Marty. We head over to them and they get all lovey gushy. While they say hi and stuff I look around again and see, no surprise, Tj staring at me again, this time he looks away and goes into the bathroom. As soon as I look back to my friends the bell rings. "Well there's the bell!" Andi says. "Bye guys!!" Buffy says. I smile and walk off to my first period. it's been maybe 5 or 10 minutes since the class started and i'm doodling in my notebook when i get interrupted by the door opening, it doesn't bother me so i just keep drawing. "kippen, you're late" i hear the teacher say, i look up and sure enough. "sorry brandy" tj said. "that's mr stephen to you. go sit down" the teacher says clearly annoyed. mr stephen points at me, "right there next to good man" he says saying my last name like 'oh what a good man'. "goodman" i correct him. i keep drawing but i can feel tj walking closer and closer. "nice drawings" he smiles. i look up at him then look back down. "oh, kay" he says settling in.
after class, i'm about to make it to the door when, "goodman" i hear someone say, i turn around and it's tj. "what" i say. "i was gonna ask if you wanted to come over later, to study?" he smiled.
the thing is, i would say yes. but after last year i can't trust him anymore, what is he gonna do? invite kira? i'm still very mad and sad and angry about everything. me and tj could've been something right now i could've started school with a jock boyfriend, but no.
"can't. busy." i said walking away. "cyrus please" he said following. "just us two, like old times" he said softly.
goddamnit goodman, don't give in.
"please" tj says again softly
don't do it
"okay"
fuck.
i walk away and leave tj there, i smile to myself a little bit and walk to my next class.
it's after school and i'm walking over to tjs house, same old, blue and brown wood house. i walk up to the porch and knock, not to long after amber opens the door. "hey cyrus" she smiles. "hey amber" i say back. "he's upstairs!" she says. "uh, thanks" i say walking up the steps. i knock on his door and i hear music, 'wallows' i think to myself, i smile a bit then i hear the music stop. "hey" tj said opening the door. "hey" i said. we just stand there. "so are you gonna let me in?" i said. "oh uh- yeah yeah" he said moving aside. i walk in and, it's the same, except. "what happened to all your sports posters?" i asked sitting on his bed. "i thought my room needed a change" he said leaning on his desk. "so you added rainbows and music and movie posters?" i said smiling. "pretty much" he giggled sitting next to me. "so, studying?" i said. "what?" he said looking at me smiling, that smiled drops quick. "OH! uH YEAH. heh, studying" he gets up and grabs his backpack. i took out my history book and we started reading and jotting down notes. "lets take a break" tj says closing my book. "hey" i said looking up at him with a frown. he smiles at me and grabs my hand, "come on" he says pulling me off the bed. he goes to his computer and types something in. he turns to his speaker and turned it on. i heard "my way" by frank sinatra playing.
he remembers.
he grabbed my hand and it on his shoulder. "no, no i don't remember how" i said. "come on, yes you do" tj said grabbing my other hand. "no, tj" i said starting to get a little serious. he gets closer to me then, i snap. "TJ I SAID NO" i say taking my hands off of him. he turns around and pauses the music. "cy, im sorry" he says softly. "no, i- im sorry" i say. "you didn't do anything, im sorry i shouldn't have done it" tj said.
you can do this
i walk behind him and play the music.
you can do this
he looks at me and i walk back in front of him.
you can do this
i grab his hands and put them around my shoulders so that he's now hugging me
you can do this
i dig my head into his shoulder and start swaying.
you can do this
"is this okay?" i say. "more than okay" tj says.
you can do this
i look up at tj. "what?" tj said.
you can do this
i close my eyes and slowly lean in. my lips met his beautiful soft lips that tasted like strawberries.
you did it.
tj gently grabs the back of my head and deepens the kiss. i pull away and put my head back in his chest. "that was nice" i said. "that was nice" tj said.
it's been a couple hours later and we're eating the halloween cookies amber had made. "cy do you wanna spend the night?" amber said. "we have school tomorrow" i said. "let me say this again. cy do you wanna spend the night?" i laugh and say, "sure"

IM BACK BITCHESSSSSS.
Hey, i'm back. i wrote this while i was taking my break and remembered how much i miss writing these stories☹️🖐 well enjoyyyyyy ;)
- Vivian ☆