I'm scared, terrified to be honest, and I don't know how to fix it. I don't know how to not worry. Worry about the little things, the bigger things, all things. Could someone teach me? Or do I have to continue living like this, til the end? I'm on the floor, constantly pushed down by a force I do not know how to fight.
Update;
I had reason for my fright. I knew it was something, yet I hoped for the best, and now, I've lost my baby. I'm so sorry I failed you.
