Ilomilo [}Billie Eilish{]

The Ending

"Ok, one last push!" The doctor said and I took in a breath. "Your doing amazing!"

"Fuck." I mumbled as I closed my eyes and gripped the nearest thing to me, AKA Billie's hand. She kissed my head as the room was filled with screeching.

"Its a girl!" Billie said as I started to cry, the doctor put the baby on my chest and I hugged her tightly as I kissed her head. "Oh my god, you had a baby."

"I know." I cried kissing her head again.

"I wanna kiss her but shes gross." Billie laughed lightly. After a few minutes the nurse took the baby to clean off and Maggie followed them, i pushed once last time then Billie took my hand in hers and ran her hand through my hair. "Gemma, I am so fucking sorry for everything.... I just... it's hard to get use to a serious relationship and i feel so bad for you but i... I love you to much to let you go." She mumbled kissing my head again and slightly hugging me. The nurse brought the baby back over and put her on my chest, I hugged her and Billie kissed her head. I smiled up at Maggie who was teary eyed, Billie took my hand in hers and kissed it. "I love you." Billie mumbled, and I looked up at her. I took her ring of my pinky and passed it to her, she blinked away tears and without missing a beat took one of her rings off and slipped it on my ring finger. I looked at it for a long minute and then back at Billie.

"So have she got a name?" A nurse said bringing in a birth form.

"Oh... not yet." I said.

"Its ok." She smiled writing Baby Girl Butler on the paper. "When ever you know let me know." She left and I sat up more moving the baby so I could look at her, I stroked her cheek and glanced at the ring on my finger. I let out a breath and held the baby to my chest again.

"Mommy wasn't expecting you so soon little bean. You dont even have a name." I said as she started to cry. "I know, mommy is so mean not having a name for you."

"Shes beautiful Gemma, I'm so proud of you." Maggie smiled rubbing my arm.

"Thank you." I smiled back.

"I think Finneas would be a good name." He said walking into the room.

"Its a girl." I said to him.

"That's no fair."

"I'm sorry I'll try to have a boy next time." I laughed lightly.

As the night turned into morning Finneas and Maggie left, I tried to get Billie to leave to but that wasn't happening. She was holding the baby and the nurse came in. "Have you thought of a name yet?" She asked.

"Yes... I think I have." I smiled.

"I'll go get the paper work." She smiled and left.

"Gemma, I love you so much." Billie said coming over to me. "I cant and dont want to imagine my life without you, please give me one last chance."

"You can't get married your only 18."

"I know, think of it as a... engagement to be engaged." I smiled at her lightly. "I will change anything about me I have to for you."

"Billie you shouldn't have to change."

"Ok no that's not what I mean.... fuck gemma I dont know how to say it. I just love you and I want us to be a family ok? I love you so much please say yes to... what ever this is." She smiled and I looked at her, she looked so sad.

"Ok...." I said and she kissed my head. The nurse came in and laid the paper on the table.

"What are you naming her?" The nurse asked.

"Bennie..." I looked at her in Billies arms, her hair was so light you could barely see it. "Finnly..." I looked up at Billie and she smiled down at me. "Bennie, Finnly, Eilish, Butler."

"Two middle names, you hardly see that now a days." She smiled. "Its beautiful thought. Congratulations Miss Butler." She signed the paper and left.

"You gave her my middle name?" Billie asked as she passed me the baby.

"She has your lips." I said and Billie rolled her eyes sitting on the bed next to me.

"Bennie."

"Bennie." I nodded kissing her head. "My little bean Bennie." I started to tear up and Billie hugged me tight.

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