Ilomilo [}Billie Eilish{]

Chapter Five

I woke up to my phone ringing, it was the real estate agent. "Hello?" I said putting on my silk robe stepping outside the hotel room.

"Is this Gemma?"

"Yes."

"Well, I talked with management and we can give you back your deposit." I walked to the end of the hall and looked out the window.

"Seriously? What the hell am I supposed to do with  my son and fiancee?"

"Ma'am this is all I can do for you."

"Your not even going to help us with another house?" I asked.

"Ma'am I've done all I can do. Have a good day." I slammed my phone on the window sill then I punched the metal grate without thinking. "Fuck."

"You ok?" I hear behind me.

"I'm fine babe." I snapped.

"Wow, been a long time since I heard that." I turned around quickly to see Billie about four feet away from me.

"Sorry... I thought..."

"I was your fiancee?"

"How do you know about that?" I asked.

"One, your fans aren't stupid. Two, that's my room." She said pointing to the door across from are's. Of all the hotels in LA... "Did you break your hand again?" She asked.

"no..."

"I think so." She said taking my hand in hers, I looked up at her and it hurt. Not my hand my heart.

"I have a first aid kit in my room..."

"Of course you do." I smiled lightly. I followed her into her room and before I could think about it I was thankful Zoe wasn't there, suddenly I was mad again.

"Commer." She sat on the bed and patted next to her, I sat beside her and she took my hand in hers. I looked up at her and after a long second she started to lean in, I pulled back and she looked back at my hand. "I'm sorry." 

"It's ok..." I said looking down at our hands. "Out of all the hotels in LA... what are the chances."

"I know, luck must be on our side." She said as she started to wrap my hand. "Now it's just up to us on what we do with it." I looked up at her and I wanted to kiss her so bad, but she's obviously with Zoe now so I cant... and, I'm engaged... and pregnant... how the fuck I'm I going to tell her that.

"Do you want my videos?" I asked remembering what she said about the engagement.

"Yea..." She mumbled. "As soon as I saw Troian in your vlogs, the way you guys looked at each other..."

"No one knows were together," I said.

"Well, know it or not a lot of people think it. And who keeps a blindfold in there bedroom if there's nothing going on."

"So people did notice that..." I said quickly and she smiled nodding.

"You need to start reading your comments more." She said and I nodded.

"I do, I guess I just read the wrong ones," I said and she nodded.

"Ok, you're done." She said letting go of my hand. I looked down at it and at the ring then I looked back up at Billie.

"Maybe you should take this back," I said pulling the necklace form my shirt, then there was a knock on the door.

"Remeber what I said about luck." She said as we walked over to the door, she opened it and it was Zoe. I put my head down and as I walked out I looked back at Billie.

"Maybe I don't believe in luck," I said going back to my room. I went inside to see Troian and Tom cuddled up on the couch.  I needed to get Billie out of my head, this was going to be my family... Troian was going to be my wife...

"You ok?" She asked sitting up.

"Mommy you brake you hand again?" Tom asked.

"Again?" Troian asked and I sighed.

"Yeah, it's ok baby," I said picking Tom up and sitting next to Troian, she reached over and put her hand on my stomach.

"I'm sorry about last night." She said quietly.

"You was mad at mommy," Tom said and I looked down at him.

"What?"

"I heard you yell at mommy." He said and I looked up at her, she knew how I felt about things like that. She knows a bit of what I went through with my parents, she knew we were going to have another fight.

"No honey, we were just playing."

"Nu-hu." He shook his head and I looked over to her.