Chapter 4

205 7 1
                                    

3 WEEKS LATER:

Austin’s POV

                Okay, this is gonna sound really girly, but I’ve been writing about Milee in my journal for 3 weeks now. No, there’s not like doodles in there or anything, but I did print out the picture of us when we first met and glued it in there. I like her a lot more now. WAIT....... NO... I love her now, or at least I just realized I love her. On one of the pages in this journal, I wrote reasons I should tell her that I love her, when to tell her, and how to tell her. I really need to tell her, but I’m just worried she doesn’t feel the same way. But, I can’t tell her now, because I have a concert at the mall in like an hour and I still have to get ready. She told me she doesn’t want to come to this concert because she’s been to like, 7 or 8 others in the past 3 weeks, and I can’t blame her.  I know the piercing screaming hurts her ears, and I don’t want her going deaf or getting any bad headaches, so I just let her stay today. I’m about to leave my room when Milee runs in and jumps on my bed, then grabs the remote to the TV and says: “My TV isn’t turning on, I’m staying here while you are gone.” Then she gives me a huge smile. Man, I love her smile so much.

                “Ummmm, okay, go ahead. I’m leaving now; I should be back in like 2 hours.” I wish I didn’t have to leave her all alone. “Okayyyyy see you later Austinnnnn!!” “Bye Mileeeeeeee!!!”

Milee’s POV

                When Austin left, I just sat there watching  SpongeBob for a while, but then I was tired and needed a nap before dinner at Olive Garden with John, Sarah, Mom, and Austin tonight, so I decided I would lay down. But, when I went to pull the covers out from under me and the pillows, I felt something under the pillow. I pulled it out to see what it was, and it was a spiral journal, I knew boys didn’t keep diaries, well, that I knew of, so I just figured it was Austin’s lyric book.

                Boy was I wrong! Instead of finding lyrics of songs, I found, on the first page, the first picture me and Austin took together. Weird, I thought. When I turned to the next page, I read the top line, and it read: Milee <3. Ummmm, this is starting to get a little weird now. I turned to the next page and found more writing about me. I turned through about 38 pages about me when I came to the last written on page. It was titled: Ways To Tell Her You Love Her <3. What does this mean? Does it mean he seriously LOVES me? He can’t love me, I mean, he’s THE Austin Mahone, and I’m just fat Milee Sanders. I decided I would close the journal, put it back, and pretend I never saw it. But when I went to close it, the back page caught my eye. It had huge writing on it in Austin’s handwriting, it said: Milee, if you ever find this, which I hope you don’t, because I would be totally embarrassed, please don’t hate me for loving you, even if you don’t feel the same way. I just want to be able to tell you to your face, but I’m such a wimp. I’m sorry you if you found out this way, and, well, I LOVE YOU.

                Wow, just wow….I guess that proves what I was thinking earlier. I put the journal back where I found it then went back to my room so I could get ready for dinner tonight. While I was in the shower, I decided that I wasn’t going to tell Austin I found the journal, and that I wasn’t going to talk to him for the night, because I just need to think.

A/N: OKAY GUYS...THERE'S ONLY GONNA BE 4 MORE KIND OF SHORT CHAPTERS AND AN EPILOGUE.....IM REALLY SORRY THIS STORY IS SO SHORT :/

Meeting And Falling For My Idol; Austin MahoneWhere stories live. Discover now