The Alpha King's Mate

CHAPTER 45

Camryn's POV

The tightness I felt in my heart slowly died down once he wrapped me around his arms. I felt secure and safe whenever I was under his touch.

After what he had revealed to me, my mind runs a thousand questions and doubts. But then again with my mate, everything to him feels easy.

He made me feel at ease. He made me feel the things I didn't know I would feel.

Why does this all feel easy to accept? Especially my heart. I thought it was all going to be hard for me after all that I have been through with Malka. Who had forcefully marked me to be his mate?

I thought that I would be so devastated. That I should be traumatized right now but no.

I had never once felt scared of him or fear him instead my heart and body feel heaven whenever I get close to him not to mention my wolf who's so head over heels towards our mate!

Telling me all of this made my heart feel relief. And I believed him when he said that the pup wasn't his.

And now, I felt sad about the pup. Knowing that his mother is in the dungeon right now.

Even though she had tried to kill me, I felt pity for her. She had lost her mate and now with her pup having no father surely it's all very difficult for her to move on.

I don't even know why I feel like this towards her but it's what my heart feels. It's not right to be angry towards her even though she had hurt me but my heart can't feel any hatred or anger against her instead I feel like I need to see her and do something to help her.

All the things I had done to the rogues make all sense to me now.

What I had done to Uncle Ace.

It's the power I felt inside my heart. A sensation that's so big and warm yet so cold. I don't know how will I explain it. But every time someone needs help I feel deep inside my heart that I should do something to them. That they need me.

My heart was pouring unto them.

I don't even know why? Out of all the heartbreaks I've been through my heart feels like not broken at all!

Maybe this got to have something to do when the Moon Goddess had talked to me.

I remembered her telling me that something my heart would do. That I would some kind of mend their heartaches and pains?

"Maybe that's what we have done to the rogues, Camryn!" Said my wolf, who suddenly interrupted my thoughts.

I didn't respond to her for my mind is still in deep thought about it.

That's why it's all making sense to me now.

And that's why I need to see Denise.

And then about my pack.

I chuckled to myself. Calling it 'my pack'  feels strange. For half of my life, I felt like I don't belong there. That I was unknown to them.

And now that I need to go there and talk to them? I'm not sure if I could face them and to even talk to them.

But then again with him, my mate I feel like I can do all these things.

"It's because he is our MATE! Dumbhead!" My wolf interrupted me again.

"Can you please stop calling me like that?"

"Why? You know, it suits you!" Laughing at me "You always let that sick brain of yours overthink things! The things that you should just be not worried about!"