Nothing More

C H A P T E R O N E

You're eyes begin to open, the sun was shining through the window, painting a shadow onto the white sheets. That same familiar smell filled the room. You missed waking up here every morning, you missed the smell of him.

You turned to face him making sure the covers were hiding your chest which was only covered by your lacy bra. His eyes were glued to the celling. He looked lost in his thought, he was just as confused as you were.

"Don't get any wrong impressions about last night. I don't love you"

The words that had just escaped his lips pierced through your heart, a part of you wished things would be different this time around.

"Yes. I know" you reply rolling onto your back.

You took a deep breath in as you slipped your legs off of the side of the bed. From where you sat you could see out the window, the view was so eye catching. You could see everything from his apartment, all the buildings and streets in the city. Suddenly all the memories flood back as your eyes examine all the places you and him had previously visited.

"I'm gonna go make some breakfast" you say breaking the silence, you had hoped that doing so would snap you out of your thoughts, ones you didn't particularly want to remember however they were so special.

You jumped to your feet and slipped an oversized black shirt on. You turned to the boy who was still lost in his thoughts, his eyes were still glued to the ceiling.

"Don't you want anything?" You ask as you begin to leave the room

"I'm not hungry" he says not even making eye contact with you.

He is always cold to you like this in the mornings after you and him had sex, whether it was because he hated you or feels guilty about how he treats you, it still made your heart hurt.

Jimin was the only person you had ever loved, after your split you were heart broken. He seemed to move on pretty quick onto his new girlfriend Soo Yun, who has no idea you two fuck behind her back. However... that's all your do... fuck. Nothing more. You know he only uses you for comfort when he's bored, but your dumb ass still loves him.

You were cooking up some eggs when you hear the dragging of feet behind you. You turn to see him, jimin, in nothing but his underwear. He sunk into the stool placed next to the island, his elbows were intolerable of the counter propping his head up.

"I'm sorry I keep doing this to you" he says as his eyes makes there way to look in your direction "you don't deserve this" his eyes then return back to wall.

You stay silent, not know what to say... you knew he was right but you couldn't help but accept his offer to come round when he's having a bad night.

"It's alright." You lie... it's not alright, it always breaks you.

"You should probably leave before Soo Yun comes over" he says getting up off of the stool to walk to his room

"She's coming over?"

"Don't be surprised, she is my girlfriend" he says continuing his journey to his bedroom.

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