The words "I don't love you" kept re-playing like a cassette tape in your head. "Why do you keep going back to him" you thought. He's made it obvious to you yet something always pulls you towards him.
You fiddle with the tea spoon which was placed beside your coffee cup. You always come visit the cafe when your doing your work but what had occurred this morning was keeping your mind off of your school work and focusing on other things. Things that shouldn't be important however that was all you cared for.
It had been 5 months since he broke up with you, yet you still haven't gotten over him. He made you feel so special at the time, turning up at your door step with roses and chocolate just to show how much he appreciated you.
That what he does for Soo Yun now, you can't help but feel jealous whenever you see them walk hand in hand on the school campus.
"Hey sorry to bother you but you've been here for a few hours now and haven't touched your coffee. Would you like me to warm it up for you?" A voice which came from behind you snapped you out of your thoughts. It was the girl who served you, she was short and kind... like a kitten. You smiled at her kind offer but declined as you had to get going to buy some groceries. What a waists if £3...
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Later that evening you was laying on your bed, back on the mattress and facing towards the celling. You still had your shoes on as you felt too weak to take them off. Memories of the night before clouded your head.
How he pushed your body against the wall and stripped you from any sort of clothing. The sweet kisses he placed down your neck, making you tingle from head to toe.
You can't help but crave his touch.
You grabbed your phone which was laying next to your hand. The bright light caused you to squint as you search for the name jimin on your messages.
You hesitated to text him, but it was all you wanted to do. Even after what he said to you, for some reason that made you want him even more, you wanted to make him want you... to make him love you again.
You quickly snap out of your thoughts and realise what you was about to do, you don't want to get hurt anymore.
You begin to lower your phone onto the pillow when it buzzes in your palm, causing you to jump.
Jimin: I've got a free house tonight... no Soo Yun. Just myself.
It's like god was answering your prayers, however it was probably best if he didn't.
You questioned whether you should go or not but your desire to be with him took over you as you grabbed your keys and headed out the door.
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Fanfiction"Goodnight" he whispers You lay there in silence. "I love you". -WARNING- Smut Strong language