Hey, Can I Rant?

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October 28, 2019
2:17 AM

"Isa pa po hihihi." Sabi ko kay Mr. Waiter na sobrang pogi! OMG, sana halls?!

Sarap niyang hubarin.

"Hihihi." I giggled as he offered me another drink. I stared at him while drinking, shit anong nangyayari sakin?!

"Isa pa!" I clapped my hand and offered my glass.

"Miss, I think you had enough-"

"I don't have enough of you pa, eh." I pouted. Gosh! I am so drunk, hindi ko na alam kung anong lumalabas sa bibig ko!

I saw the waiter's ear turn red but before I could tease Mr. Pogi na Waiter, the manager whispered through his ear. I saw his eyes twinkle and went to the stage.

Wait, he's also a singer?!

Oh shit.

"Hey..." Agad tumili ang mga kababaihan... pati na din ako, syempre! Papatalo ba ako?

I saw him chuckle and scratched his nape, hala, ang cute!

"T-this song." He coughed and cleared his throat when he stuttered, "this song is dedicated for all the people who's having a hard time moving on." He smiled, "You got this." Hindi ko alam kung nagmamalik mata lang ako pero I saw him glanced at me.

Nalaglag panty ko teh.

What the hell, Gwy. My inner sober voice said. Yup, what the hell is happening to me?!

If this happens everytime kung maglalasing ako, well, ayoko ng maglasing! Last na ito, geez.

He started strumming his guitar and boy, I tell you, ang lamig ng boses niya. Nakakahypnotize.

I can't write one song that's not about you,
Can't drink without thinkinh about you,
Is it too late to tell you that everything means nothing if I can't have you?

Hindi ko na alam yung ginagawa ko, I was just staring at him, jaws dropped, also my glass which made another waiter talked to me but I just dismissed her with my money.

Putangina, I can't take my eyes off of him.

He's so graceful.

Gosh.

He's a star.

I want all of you, all the strings attached,
Oh, couldn't keep on my distance,
I know, that you're the feeling I'm missing,
You know, that I hate to admit it
But everything means nothing if I can't have you.

My soul is probably burning in hell knowing that I'm not yet fully over Lance yet I am looking at another guy the wat I looked at Lance before.

Shit. Ang landi ko.

I know it's wrong... but... it feels kinda right.

I walked towards the ocean of people, until I got through the front view. I saw his eyes widened pero binalewala ko lang.

I jumped.

I danced.

Until I end up in the comfort room, vomitting.

"Tangina, di na talaga ako iinom." I said as I washed my face when I suddenly felt the urge of throwing up again.

"Hey, drunk girl."

My eyes widened.

My heart raced.

"Hmm?" What the hell, ang landi!

"Let's get you home." Sino pa ba ako na aayaw? Haler!

I'm gonna regret this tomorrow but better than regretting it happening that regretting it because it didn't happen.