Ashton had just told me he was in love with me.
he had admitted that I was practically his everything.
I was his everything, and he was mine. Most girls my age would be excited, happy, over the moon, but I guess you could say that I wasn't.
don't get me wrong.
I did love Ashton,
I loved him with everything I had.
he made me happy.
but my happiness was my problem.
I had been sucked into this world of happiness with Ashton that I had forgotten about everything that had mattered to me.
I had forgotten about Emily, I was supposed to pick her up 4 hours ago and I was still sprawled over Ashton's bed, he was in the shower, he had offered to pick Emily up for me as I had a massive headache.
I had been told headaches would be a side problem of my accident.
my thoughts disappeared as I saw Ashton slowly tip-toe put of the bathroom, a white Egyptian towl lowly hung off his hips, his tummy visible.
He didn't think I had an eye for detail, but I could see it. I could see them.
I saw small scars plastered on his stomach, his hips, his ribs, his chest.
I never would've imagined him going through so much pain.
I was going to adress my concerns straight up but I decided a different approach.
"Ashton?" I cooed.
"Leila" he mimicked.
"come sit 'ere for a minute?"
his body flopped on the bed, making me go flying.
once I had repositioned myself I went through with my plan.
I crawled my way over to him, he accepted me with open arms as I crawled into is lap. our noses were millimeters from touching, I could hear his voice hitch with each time he asked me if he was sure. but I knew this was time.
I slowly inched my lips closer to his.
I had waited 3 years to kiss my best friend and now my dream was going to be a reality.
our lips connected, his eyelashes battering as his breathing got heavier.
Our hands intertwined, nothing was better then this.
our lips collided with each other's.
his lips invited me in, he bit my bottom lip, asking to go further.
but I didn't.
I stood up, fixed my hair and gave him an ultimatum.
I told him he had to be honest or he'd. loose me forever.
a/n Leila is my spirit animal sjshshsnnaakamnsdj
