His One and Only

14

Annabelle's P.O. V
   I couldn't believe that I was all alone again. It was I and Jeremy again and this time mostly me because I couldn't leave the house looking like dirt. Jeremy always stopped by with food and drinks trying to cheer me up, it never actually worked. I knew love hurt but I wasn't aware that it could make you lame and numb, not even able to move. You keep remembering the memories and wetting your eyes even though you want to stop. Being in love makes you hurt, not being in love also makes you hurt, I was more than confused. Jerry kept calling everyday like he wasn't even busy at all, I read the texts he sent and all I could feel was betrayal. I should never have fallen in love with him, but God he was so perfect.
Standing up to face my mirror like I've been doing for the past 3 months, I hit my leg on the cushion and a jacket fell off, I recognized it immediately. It was the Jacket that actually started this whole story. I picked it up and pulled it close to my nose, inhaling the undying sent of him and reminiscing the days my room had his scent all over. Now it smells like heartbroken girl and spoilt pizza. A note fell out of it with a rose flower looking withered and a chain bracelet, I picked it up immediately and opened the note. It was a hand written note from Jerry. I paused at first looking surprised and interested in the content, then I read out...
          Dear Anna,
                     I don't know when you'd see this note or if you'd ever find this, but I want you to know that I love you so much and I'll always love you. I was so scared to tell you about my trip to Germany, it hurt me so bad because I didn't like seeing you hurt. Words can't describe how much I hate myself right now because I let you think of me but with hatred and betrayal, I won't be there for you anymore and God knows I'll miss you so much. I won't burden you at all by asking you to continue an online relationship with me. Not because I think I'll loose feelings, but because I love to be close to you and feel you, hear your laughter fill the room and your glistening smile take my breath away. I won't ever forget you and I swear to God what we had, I can't have that with someone else because you make me feel a different type of way. I hope I'm not long forgotten in your heart because you'd always be in mine. I love you so much no matter the distance, with you I'm more alive than existing. I hope you find someone to make you happy and someone that doesn't leave you in the middle of everything. You deserve everything in the world because you are an Angel and Angels like you are rare. I thank God for making me encounter you because you've showed me the brighter side of life. I hope you're still  not sulking about me when you see this, Always think of me when you wear this bracelet, I'll always think of you too no matter what.

                                                                    Love,
                                                    Your forever munchkin♥️
Uncontrollably, tears rolled down my eyes. I couldn't feel my breath anymore, my teeth tightened and my eyes quavered. Lots and lots of memories filled my heart, I wasn't sure that I was breathing fine but I knew that I wasn't fine. How could he make me feel so many emotions because of a note, his words turned my heart around. I was numb and I was tired, everything was falling to place. He did want me to be happy but yet I wasn't, closing my eyes I imagined his hands on my skin, his eyes on my lips, his laughter in my ears, his kisses on my lips and his tears on my palm. I didn't know how and why this had to happen but I was pretty sure I wasn't gonna move on so easily.
I clapsed the bracelet on my left arm and hugged the jacket like he was in it. Maybe he was right, I deserved better but he was better and all I wanted. I was gonna move on now and his encouraging words were all I needed. I got up from my bed and slowly slide my clothes from my body, turning on the shower I entered the bath tub and closed my eyes, trying to clearly forget what I knew could never be forgotten.

Hey lovelies ❤️So sorry about the late update, my app shut down on me and I still don't know why. I know a lot of y'all are gonna wonder why I made this chapter very short and I'll tell y'all .
This was the part where she was gonna start her life all over again and promise to never fall in love, the part where she makes stupid realizations ND imaginations because of a broken heart. It's meant to be this short because I wanna move on to the other side of the story which is more important. We all know the hurting and healing process of a heartbreak so I decided not to bore y'all ♥️♥️
I'll edit my book as soon as I'm done with it so please bear with the errors or mis spelt words 🙃
Love y'all so much ❤️❤️❤️😘