Shawn walked to bedroom from long studio session, feeling exhausted, but satisfied because he has finished one more song.
His eyes scanned the room and they fell on small Cuban frame covered with thick blanket over head.
"Hey" he said but got nothing in return, confused Shawn sat on the bed next to her moving blanket from her head.
She opened her chocolate eyes and whispered quite "hi"
He bended down and kissed her on the cheek she made relaxing sound and then laid on her back looking at him.
"What's wrong, are you sick?" He worried asked placing his palm on her forehead, she shocked her head.
"Then? You usually welcome me with smile and hug"
"It's just -" she sat up looking behind him because she can't form right words to explain what is actually matter.
She looked into his eyes, seeing how tired they are but still held all shining love for her.
"Nothing" she sighed and looked down at their holding hands, "you know I'm not gonna give up, right?" She smiled knowing that rightly.
After few seconds of silence she felt that need of a hug, loving one. So she wrapped her hands around him and squeezed tightly, feeling the warmness.
Shawn on the other side sighed quietly as he felt wet tears on his neck, he pulled away.
With his thumbs he wiped away few tears saying "you know you're complicated" she nodded knowing that.He smiled softly looking at her eyes, universe of her eyes held so many stories, stories he knew.
Camila kissed his warm lips, holding still, trying to taste all of luck out of them.
"Tell me" he whispered into her lips "I don't know" she replied, her forehead resting on his "just me" she said.
Just me.
Have you ever cried because you're just you?"You?" She nodded tracing her fingers on his neck hair "nothing is wrong with you"
His fingers went up her neck to her jaw and lip, she breathed in, and out.
"But I feel -""Like what?"
"Like nothing"
It did hurt him because she thought of herself like that, because she didn't deserve any of that.
"Say it out"
"I hate myself" she closed her eyes, tears escaped from cage of brown eyes.
He stood up and held a hand for her "come" she took it and stood up, his black tee falling down to her thighs.
He walked with her to their big mirror, Shawn stood behind her placing one hand on her hip other hand moved her gorgeous hair from her neck.
"Tell me what you see" he whispered in her neck kissing it few times. She bit her lower lip, eyes scanning them in mirror.
"I see us" she whispered "I see you, m-me"
"You're beautiful" she said to him "I'm - "
His nose brushed over her skin, making goosebumps rise "what are you?"
"Nothing" she brushed tears away, looking down at their reflection of feet.
"Stubborn" he chuckled sitting back behind her on the bed "you are so complicated but you know that I know you"
She looked at him "you know me"
"You want to have an argument?" He asked her, "I don't wanna fight you"
"Its leading to that" he added "because you're lowering yourself, I'm not gonna let that happen" she sighed turning around "Shawn I am just miserable"
"You shouldn't be" he rose his voice on her "you have beautiful family, carrying, sweet, humble, just like you you're all of that and so much more"
"Yeah"
"Heck yes camila, don't you ever again bring yourself down because the way you look, okay? I've got you, god I'm so lucky, you choose me at the end because I bet many boys out there want you, but I've got you. Me. I'm the luckiest guy alive"
She sobbed at the place gripping her shirt as she said "you won't leave me, tell me"
"Never I would never leave you, I swear. I see the future god so bright and beautiful -" he stood up and turned her again around and said "look again" she did, she followed his fingertips how he rose her shirt.
"Don't please" she whispered and he shocked his head "shh" he took her shirt off and threw it down.
She closed her eyes and tears escaped, feeling his hands on her belly and thigh "Shawn" she bit her lower lip and she watched him go on his knee in front of her.
"Don't" she whispered once more running hand through his hair.
He kissed her thigh once then again and again. She felt her stomach turn, doing flips butterflies free out of cage.
He kissed up her body her stomach, while his hands held her still, he heard her heavy breathing, he knew she cried because it's who she is. Full of emotions.
Her hands gripped his hair and he didn't stop. It was all her now, just her.
His breath went over her chest so hot but full of care, then he kissed more and more.
Ocean of kisses he placed on her body, down and up.Her knees felt weak like jelly, she whimpered over him as his lips traced her skin over and over again.
Her thighs
Her hips
Her stomach
Chest
Collar
NeckHe didn't want to hear this reaction from her but it made him realise that this is her being loved and she knew that.
Her eyes opened and she looked at the mirror. She stood he knelt down for her, he's on his knees making her feel the highest, the richest girl in whole world. Because she has him as a most expensive gold.
Still crying she watched him stand up, he quietly whispered her name and their eyes locked.
"You're my only one"
He picked her up and placed her carefully on the bed, Shawn took his shirt off and laid next to her.
Their fingers locked, she traced his hand.
He turned to look at her "baby" she loved when he called her like that.She turned towards him and he kissed her lips. Swiftly he dragged her into him and their bodies melted.
"I love you" he said into her lips, their noses brushing, their hands exploring and feeling.
"I adore you" he kissed her again making her know he's the one once again, he's hers forever and ever, he's never leaving and that loving her can be easy.
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