UNFORGIVABLE

CHAPTER TWO

Guys still no motivation yet, but I'm posting this chapter anyway because, I've got too many written chapters but not EDITED though. Any way enjoy. Hopefully, this chapter will get you going :)

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I can feel my heart disintegrating inside me as I watch this abominable scene in front of me.

Here I Am, standing frozen. I can't move. What am I looking at? Perhaps, I slept off already and this is a dream. I'm supposed to be in bed by now after all.

I would pinch myself to wake up from this dream but, I can not will myself to. My already balled fists vibrates vehemently. No this is not a dream, it can't be. This is real. Too real in fact. Surely there should be a very reasonable explanation for this.

My thoughts quickly gets interrupted by the weird sound produced by my brother's 'supposed girlfriend.'

Is she enjoying This? Does this mean that they are both aware of what they are doing?

'This is my Roman!' Mine. We were supposed to be together. Forever in love and happily married. He should be sharing kisses with me and no any other girl. Especially not with my Brother's girlfriend.

All I feel right now is hurt, pain and anger. Fluctuating emotions. Emotions that I don't think my eleven year old heart can bear. That's Jessie, my brother's girlfriend! How could he? And Jessie? What's her excuse?

What is happening right now, right here? Someone please wake me up from this nightmare.

I'm still standing right behind the couch they are sitting on and they still haven't noticed me yet. A pang of jealousy runs down my spine as I watch Roman touch her cheeks so lovingly, making me believe that, this is not their first time. No, this has been going on for so long. I know it. I want to say something, anything. But I can't.

My mouth won't move, my words have failed me. How can they do this? Austin is probably just some feet away from them. And In his own house too?

He tugs at her bun. The bun she had tied earlier during our game. Her beautiful long auburn hair flows down, cascading down her back and dropping smoothly around her face like curtains. Then he pulls away from the kiss slowly and gently pushes the stray hairs on her forehead behind her ears. Jessie still looks eager to continue the kiss as she waits for him to finish his task.

She stares lovingly into his eyes like you would to a new puppy you long for but couldn't have. Impatiently, she pulls him by his shirt for another hard kiss then pulls back to look at him again. Just as he was about to lean in for another kiss, she mutters the words that instantly gets me shaking with anger.

"I love you" She pants, rubbing his cheek slowly.

Someone gasps loudly. They both turn to my direction and finally sight me standing a few feet behind them. With shock written all over their faces, they continue to stare at me for about five more seconds.

Jessie unconsciously covers her mouth with both hands, still looking stunned. Her eyes wide open like a deer in headlights. I shut my own opened mouth to grit my teeth and that's when I noticed that I was the one who had gasped earlier.

Jessie jumps up from the couch like it was on fire and adjust her wrinkled, slightly opened shirt which I'm sure must have gotten unbuttoned during their previous activity.

She walks away from the couch trying to tame her hair which is does not even look meddled with by the way. Thanks to Roman.

"Oh!" she pants, looking disoriented and dazed at the same time.