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—————————— It's been a couple of months since the gender reveal and we found out we were having a boy which Shawn was so excited about.
"Good morning sky" I whispered seeing her yawn and rub her eyes.
"Morning mommy- ITS CHRISTMAS DAY" she yelled getting up quickly heading downstairs. I giggled fixing her bed quickly then heading downstairs.
Carefully since I was 9 months pregnant , I have 2 more weeks and this baby is out.
"Mommy look at all these presents!" She exclaimed counting all of them.
"Sky! Merry Christmas" I heard nonna say from the kitchen.
"Nonna! I missed you so much" sky exclaimed hugging her so tightly.
Nonna chuckled "I missed you too angel".
"Nonna look at all these presents , it's so many!" She exclaimed grabbing her hand and dragging Nonna to the Christmas tree.
Nonna sat on the couch as I sat next to her seeing skylar opening her presents.
"Where's shawn?" She asked and I just shrugged.
"He got a call from his manager so he's in his office I think" she nodded grabbing the recording camera. She recorded sky opening up her presents.
"No way! A Barbie doll" sky exclaimed opening up more presents.
I got up heading to Shawn's office to see what was going on. I opened the door seeing shawn frustrated "yeah alright I'll see you tomorrow bye" he ended the call looking up seeing me.
"What's wrong baby?" I asked sitting on a chair that was infront of his desk.
He let out a sigh "well there Andrew gave me some shows in Europe for 3 weeks" he explained.
I started growing anxious "when are you leaving?" I asked.
"Tomorrow" he blurted running his hands through his hair.
I got up getting mad "Shawn you do know that my due date is coming soon, right? You're not even going to come when I'm in labor aren't you?" I asked seeing his huff.
"Answer me shawn" I exclaimed.
"No , I'm sorry London , he should've told me sooner and-"
I interrupted "you could've denied it , Shawn I'm having a damn baby" I explained getting frustrated.
"I couldn't do that and you know that" Shawn softly said not trying to argue right now.
I let out a deep breath calming myself down "shawn , just cancel it" I said sitting on the chair.
"I can't , we need the money to support the baby and sky" he answered.
"We're fine shawn-"
He interrupted me "London, I haven't had enough sleep because I've been working my ass off for our family also paying the damn bills , you haven't done shit except lay in bed all day, ever since you quit those sessions , that I worked hard on for you , I want to go back to doing what I love without you being so judgmental" he exclaimed.
"Fine , if that's how you feel go to Europe , have a fucking great as time" I huffed walking out the door going straight to my bedroom crying my eyes out.
After a couple of minutes of crying I checked my phone to see if he had texted me anything.
hubby🥰: I'm staying with Geoff , I already said goodbye to sky , I'll see you next month , I love you so much.
I cried into my pillow and threw my phone across the room.
"Honey? Are you okay?" I heard my mom ask. Once she sat on the bed I quickly hugged her crying on her shoulder.
I told her everything that happen and how I feel so shameful.
"He was so right" I said and wiped my tears.
"You're pregnant London but also you can't just stay in bed all day baby" she commented and I nodded understanding.
After a couple of minutes of comfortable silence I decided to go to the bathroom to go pee. I saw a note that was left on the mirror.
"I love you" was written on it , from shawn. I smiled feeling water go down my pants.
Did I just pee on myself? I asked myself but then I felt a sharp pain in my stomach and I grabbed my stomach.
"OW" I yelled in pain.
"London?" My mom said opening the door since I unlocked it.
