My Soulmate Is An Idol?! | K.NJ [Discontinued]

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"Welcome back." I said through my teeth.

Xyla flinched. "Oh, it's you."

"How was your time at the club? You were gone for almost two days. As far as I know people doesn't take 2 days at a club" I asked, raising a brow.

"It's none of your business." Xyla scoffed, rolling her eyes.

It stayed silent for a while, then Xyla broke it. "If you'll excuse me, I'll get going now."

She 'accidentally' bumped my shoulder on her way to her room. I just frowned at her.  After a few minutes, I sighed and went to my room.

The sweet smell of chocolate immediately made its way through my nostrils, making me relax a bit. I went to my bed and immediately wrapped myself in my fuzzy blanket. I clicked my Spotify playlist and put the volume on high. I placed my phone on my bedside table and closed my eyes.

Spring Day was playing.

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"I'm missing you

And I don't know what to do

I'm missing you

These pictures just remind me of you

I miss you

And time is just so cruel

I hate this trying to see you once, never worked out once

Where do we find the chance"

I looked up, my face flush and moist. My eyes were red and swollen, and my nose was clogged. As I heard the first few lyrics, my eyes started to water again. I sniffed and as the song went on, the harder it was to keep myself from crying...

I sobbed louder, because I know nothing can bring you back, dad. No matter what I do or say... nothing. Absolutely nothing. And I feel worthless about it.

"Only- Only if I stopped you, dad. You wouldn't have died..."

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I opened my eyes and realized I fell asleep. The song was now Epiphany. I reach out for my phone and it was now 6:33 pm.

'Oh, so I only slept for 45 minutes...'

I touched my cheeks and they were a little wet. So... I've been crying. I lowered my head a little and sadly smiled. I've had a dream about my dad. It's not really a dream, though... but more like I relived a memory.

It was the day I- we found out my dad died. It was also the day Xyla and I became more distant to each other. Before my dad died, Xyla and I were inseparable, but that all changed in the blink of an eye. It was the day my mom started working so much to the point that she was exhausting herself. It was also the day I found out about BTS. And since then, I became more cheerful. They helped me through dark times. And it was because of BTS that I met my BFFs. A lot had happened, because of one incident. Everything happens for a reason.

A few tears fell. "Dad.... do you see me from there? I'm happily living my life here so don't worry about me, okay?"

I wiped my tears and decided to go downstairs and cook some dinner.

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"I'm the one I should love~" Hara sang to herself.

She already wore the Gucci hoodie that Jinsung bought for them. She absolutely loved it.

As she walked through the park, she couldn't help but look up at the dark blue sky that was generously littered with stars. She clutched her bag tighter, inhaling the sweet smell of the night. She took a deep breath and started to sing the chorus of Epiphany.

"I'm the one I should love in this world

Bitnaneun nareul sojunghan nae yeonghoneul

Ijeya kkaedara so I love me

Jom bujokhaedo neomu areumdaun geol

I'm the one I should love"

She abruptly stopped in her tracks, someone was singing the song with her. Sure, she knew she wasn't alone in the park. But that voice was far too familiar. She looked around her, hoping to see someone in the dark.

Although she couldn't find anyone, she couldn't help but crack a smile. She could feel something huge coming their way...

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HI GUYS!! This chapter is just a little backstory. We hope you guys like it! Sorry for not updating that much, we had a LOT of homework... and projects are being shot at us at every direction. Christmas break is also coming... so yeah. Thank you so much for being patient with us 😊  -Dreamers

P.S. I know no one cares but it's my birthday today(Dec. 1)!! -Aria