Love you......Forever

chapter 7

All the day Mean blaming himself. In the evening he decided to go and see Plan. Then he get the address of Plan house from the office. Plan's house is small but located at the beach side. And it is dinnertime.

Mean POV

When I reach the Plan's house. I see Plan come outside the house. He looks sad. He is hurt and I know he hurt because of me. Then he walk towards the beach and sit. He looking at the Stars think deeply about something.  Eventhough he is sad he looks adorable. Like moon and stars shining brightly only for him. The moonlight making him more beautiful. His smile is beautiful. I never see someone smile is as beautiful as Plan in this whole world. But now his beautiful smile disappears because of me.

I am far away from him. Then I walking towards him and sit beside him. He is in very deep thoughts that he not recognize that when I come and sit beside him.

"I'm sorry Plan" only words come from my mouth.

Then suddenly he looking at me. He come from his deep thoughts. His eyes always want to say something to me but this time I feel he hurt, he hurt so much. Suddenly, he stand up and turn but I took his wrist in my hand and said "please Plan"

Then he sit beside me. We both are quite for some time. Then I speak "I am sorry Plan. I never thought you suffer so much pain in your life. I always thought I was the one who suffered so much. I just angry at you that you hugg........I just angry and my anger I release on you. I never thought I was this cruel. Please forgive me. Forgive me Plan".

"When I was kid.  I see my mother and father always fight. My mother fight because of money. She always wanted rich life. But my father not able to give her best life. He always do work hard to make her happy but she never satisfied. I know my father is the best father in the world. But because of her tension and torture my father had heart attack. And he leave me. Leave me in this darkness. Then I see my mother doesn't even care what happened to his husband. She don't even cry. It was like she was happy about my father lost. And then she found her happiness. A rich man. She always wanted to get married with rich person. Before her marriage she bought me in the orphanage. She send me their and never back"

"Someone told me 'God never stays everywhere that's why he makes Moms'. But  I never see my mother like others. She never beside me. Never protect me. Never hold me when I was in pain. I always have questions in my mind that why she gave me birth if she wanted to send me orphanage? Life is always cruel like this. That's why I hate poor people who always running towards money. But I never wanted to hurt you Plan. But I did. Please forgive me and sorry for my boring story." tears falling from my eyes.

I never expected but Plan come close to me and wiping my tears. I see his eyes his tears almost falling from his cheek. Then suddenly we lost in each other's eyes. Then he break the contact.

"Its okay, to sometime release your pain " Plan said

"Life is not that cruel Mean than you thought. No one in the world is happy Mean.  Everyone has their own problems. But they fight with their problems. Eventhough rich person also have so many problems and poor people also have their problems. But it depends on you how to deal with your problems. God gave us one chance to live our life. Then why waste our time to think negative things. Just that live your life with big smile on your face. Always stay happy. And your mother, if she is happy with her life then leave her behind and stay happy with your life. At least you see your Mom and Dad but I was the one who never saw my parents. But I live my life happily. Eventhough I don't have enough money to satisfy things but I have my brothers beside me. They always support me in my good and bad times. They always there for me. Eventhough we are not blood related" said Plan.

"I also have my brothers beside me. Eventhough we are also not blood related. Said Mean

"What? They are not blood related brothers? Asking Plan.

"We are on the same page? Dont you think? Said Mean.

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Then they both are smiling. It's like they feel empty to release their pain with each other. They feel happy with each other.

"I never told anyone about my pain but I must to tell you. So please forgive me Plan" said Mean.

"I forgive you if you accept my friend request" said Plan

"F-friend?" Said Mean

"Its okay if you don't want to" Plan said

"No no I want to" said Mean

They both looks happy. Then they said goodnight to each other.

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I hope you enjoy this chapter...... and sorry for my English once again.......