Star

Day One

As I walk into school, it's quiet.
I try my best to seem proud but I'm not. More so scared that I don't seem perfect. My friend Stef tells me "Oh you got this Sidy boy!" Obviously a joke referencing to "city boys." It's not a very good joke but I guess it's okay.
Stef is a tall guy, about 5'11 where I only stand at 5'4. He's pale, almost like paper. I'm a little fleshy, like a peachy color. Stef has a great personality though, I just wish he saw how damaged I am.
On my way to my locker there was a crowd. Everyone seemed shocked. And to my surprise it was, Star? Star and this other girl. It looked like a big fight. Like hair was mangled and shit! I always try to stay away from that type of stuff but.., damn! Half of Star's bra was exposed. The texture of her peachy skin looked almost perfect, I just HAD to step in.
I ran in the crowd almost tackling everyone. But as I went to split up my sunshine from the dark storm I found myself touching Star's breast. As I was in shock, I stared into her hazelnut eyes. It was almost like she wanted to smile, instead I got the hardest slap ever. Everything. Everyone. Disappeared. And I just flashed back to her eyes. I want to say she was just embarrassed. I want to say so much to her, like sorry and that I didn't mean it! And that her soft peachy skin feels the same way it looks, graceful. Oh I would scream it from the top of the school, although she would hate me even more. So much more.