Star

Day Three

I think I'm okay. No I'm lying, my heart feels empty. It's Saturday, a cold Saturday evening. I thought getting stoned before a party would be clever, it wasn't.
Stef and I get invited to this "smarty party". I know it doesn't make sense, let me further explain. Smarty party's were made for flunkers to celebrate other people A's. I may not be the bright person but I know damn well the person who made this up missed 1,2,3, and 4th grade.
Not just flunkers go to this party, I would know this because Stacy Drana goes to these parties and she a straight A, know it all students, she's even a teachers pet! Now Star on the other hand is a decent student, she mostly gets invited because of her hotness. I mean I agree.
Anyways, my stoned ass is at this party right. And I saw Star. When I'm stoned I tend to flirt a lot, a lot! So I walk up to her, every second gets a little bit longer than the last. I trip a bit, I recover tho.

"Hey St-Star! I wanna talk to you in like private. I-"

She turned around with that sparkling hair. She looked paranoid as she pushed me away from the crowd she was with.

"Uh, Sid I- what are you doing here?"

"I wanted to see you. I want to do something for you."

Time stopped in that very moment. I felt like I could anything. So I did. My hands touched her warm face. She was flustered, but she waited. She wanted me to do something. I kissed her. Her soft lips made me enter a new universe. After I realized what I did I pulled away, to my shock she pulled me in for another kiss. Was this happening? No way! This was incredible, it's only been three days. There was a catch. The room was quiet, I thought it was me but I can tell Star noticed too. This jockey, Chad Huflin. Star's ex. You've got to be shitting me, obviously by now me and Star backed away from each other.

"Now if it isn't "Shit face Sid", "Sid the les". Now what do you exactly think you're doing?!"

Shit! My heart was beating out my chest. My words were stuck in my throat. I can't breathe!

"SPEAK SHIT FACE! FUCKING SPEA-"

"LEAVE HER ALONE"

those words blinded me. I was so blinded that I didn't see Star drop to the floor in pain, Chad had hit her. And before I can do anything I was on the floor too. And then another cry from Star before everything went silent.
What made her do it?. What made her kiss me? Why didn't I stop her? Why didn't I stop myself? Fuck, she's definitely ignoring me now.